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The Road Before & After Surgery
August 1, 2017
AUGUST 1ST?!?!
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Day 2766-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

Why HELLO again my lovelies!

And what a most beautiful summer morning here in the country!

I can't believe it...AUGUST 1ST?!? Where does the time go? I also can't believe it, but school has officially started back as well here in the country. We should had taken the hint while at our local retailer. All of the school supplies were literally WIPED OUT! Little E also starts back to school this month. It's crazy to think that soon enough, he will be in middle school...YIKES! Then of course, Eric has his birthday celebration this month. And Mr. Snoreo will officially be turning 3 years old later this week! Will his birthday wish of a friend aka partner-in-crime come true? Only time will tell...

Speaking of time!

We have begun the process of working on the second bedroom. The bedroom closet turned out phenomenal! My expectations of how the rest of the bedroom will turn out are just as high! I have grown tired of working in such small, confined spaces, closets. Having big, open walls to start my next repairing, repainting project is just what this gal needed! Let the house-flipping FUN begin!

As a tool carrying gal on a mission...I am very excited and most proud to announce that my plumbing skills that have been put to the test, proved to be not only successful! But we have officially saved over $800.00 in what would had been some serious plumbing work done by our contractor! YAYYYYY! A little bit of plumbers tape, a touch of flexible rubber tape and good ole Flex-Seal...WHA~LA!

And who says that women can't be just as successful, if not more successful in flipping a house than men?! Let's just say that I will be putting all of my new skills to the test in a few months. We are saving the biggest repair project which happens to be the third and final bedroom for last. I went from a beginner to hopefully a master in house repairs. A Rootin-Tootin-Repairin Queen! Thank you most definitely Flex-Seal for not letting a gal down! YAYYYY!

Well...It's time to get back to work! With this year flying by, there is no time to waste! I also have to check in with Mittens kitty and her ghost appearing outdoor friend who has been paying her a visit. Heeheeheeheehee! Ironically, this is how Mitten's kitty began to appear in our lives. By looking in the window.

Hmmmmmm....


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Updated: August 3, 2017 4:46 AM EDT
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July 31, 2017
Last & Final Closet...COMPLETE! :)
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Day 2765-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

This is the last and final closet repairing, repainting, makeover project...Before.

And...After...COMPLETE!

YAYYYYYYYY!  WOO~HOO!!

BOY is this gal on a ROLL! She is every bit like the song,

"THIS GIRL IS ON FIRE~THIS GIRL IS ON F-I-R-E-RRRRR~"

Heeheeheeheehee!

I may have my fair share of bad days. But world, WATCH OUT on my good days! I am ON FIRE! We are literally on a roll...A very serious roll with getting this house flipped and ready to place back on the market. However, due to the many lemon gems that we continue to find through out the house. Instead of having it ready by this fall. We have decided to have it ready to sell by early spring, 2018. I plan on staying around long enough to make sure that this house is S-O-L-D! No hidden agendas nor hidden lemon gems like we were left with through out this house. We plan on doing this house flip of repairs, repainting and everything else in between...RIGHT!

RIGHT the first time!

We have our eye on the same location out west, in Nevada. If for some reason, we can not reach our final moving destination come spring, Nevada. We have a backup plan! There is another area in INdiana that we have our eyes on. Another little ole, lazy river town with lots of open land. That means lots of farm land, animals to rescue that can finally roam free. Yep, just call me Mother Wild, in the making! Heeheeheehee!

As for now...Just call me a house-flippin gal on a mission!

"THIS GIRL IS ON FIRE~

THIS GIRL IS ON F-I-R-E-RRRRR~"

 


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Updated: August 1, 2017 2:05 AM EDT
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July 30, 2017
If You Want To Lift Yourself Up, Lift Someone Else First.
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Day 2764-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

Why...HELLO My Lovelies!

We have been continuing to stay crazy busy with our house-flip! But sometimes too much, can be a bit too much for me, physically.

Most recently, I have been dealt another unfortunate blow, medically. With each new challenge. I have learned that stepping back for some personal solitude time in order to evaluate the matter at hand is first and upmost important. Not jumping into things, head first, so-to-speak. Having an amazing therapist and new life coach has made all the difference in the world in how I react and respond to progressing issues with my health. It may not be easy. But moving forward, diligently, yet still realistically has proven to work best for me.

I am not asking for prayers. I believe that others whom are in far worse situations than myself could really use our prayers. Instead I ask to cheer my success with upcoming testing and surgery with a coffee, glass of wine or yours for the choosing! That's how I view all the obstacles in life. A means to celebrate an adventure that is as successful as the good Lord allows it to be or become. If you know me. I also don't do pity parties. For myself, I see it as a sign of weakness. Lord knows that is the last thing this gal is...Weak.

So I thank YOU for cheering me on during the upcoming weeks!

As far as prayers of support and means of providing hope. I am asking everyone to please consider helping Clark to find a kidney. I am also asking for your prayers today with great healing powers for Clark who is in need of a kidney.

When you come to a crossroads. Remember that someone else may have it far worse. When you come to a crossroads, remember that this too shall pass. There is always something bigger and yet, far scarier. But through it all. We ALL could not get through the crossroads in life without the compassion from one another. LOVE from one another. Helping one another. Let's all help Clark find a kidney!

If you would like to be considered as a possible donor match for Clark. If you know someone who is willing to see if they are a possible kidney donor match for Clark. Please contact:

UNIVERSITY OF CINCINNATI HOSPITAL

TRANSPLANT DEPARTMENT

1-513-584-7001

1-855-GO-KIDNE

Thank...YOU!

 

"If you want to lift yourself up, lift someone else up first."


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Updated: August 1, 2017 1:32 AM EDT
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July 29, 2017
Movin...ON! ;)
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Day 2763-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

OK.

We had about enough of the bathroom repairing and repainting project. That is until we find out in the next 24-hours if my latest and greatest pipe connecting idea works...Or not. Heeheeheeheehee!

In the meantime. It's time to continue on this great house flipping project! Time to move onto the second bedroom! The last closet to be repaired and repainted. YAYYYYY! Let's be honest. I am beyond thankful to finally have the bathroom complete! Even if the sink pipes don't connect and are a work-in-progress. Either by myself, Eric or the plumber in a week. We did send off the work estimate to our home warranty company. Who knows what they will or will not cover since they asked us to seek an outside contractor after they failed to find one that is willing to have an I-O-U. For now it's off to begin a new project! Have to keep going forward! The plumbing can wait for now as I am crossing all my fingers and toes. Betting everything on good ole Flex-Seal! More of that later... Hahahahaha!

This is my closet of the choosing since buying this monstrosity of a house. There is a lot to patching and repairing to be done before the painting begins. But I am becoming a pro at this kind of stuff! Give me a day to repair and a day to paint! Closets...They tend to be the easiest for me. If I was a heavy gal, this closet would not be so easy. I tend to believe that they built this house for Twiggy the model from back in the day. Hahahahaha! OK. That WAS funny!

While in between patching, repairing and waiting for drywall to literally dry. I decided to whip up another new recipe. Created by little ole me. I never tend to like using recipes. I would much rather create something on my own. Healthy by all means. Eric, he can forget Little Debbie. Her not-so-healthy snack cakes are a thing of the past. A diet of the past. He did admit to feeling a whole lot better, more wide awake and lots more energy since continuing on the new diet of eating clean and organic. I have to stick to my protein shakes today. Liquid for me! Eric got to try my new and latest fish dish. Thai-fish casserole! It sure smelled really GOOD! After Eric inhaled half of the large casserole dish within a few hours. I guess we can safely assume that it tasted, A-OK! Heeheeheeheehee! Steamed veggies, coconut oil, filleted tilapia and a few secret Thai herbs and seasoning. Before and after cooking. For most, it should last a few days. For Eric. It may only last one. Unless Mittens kitty finds her way up to the kitchen counter, again. Lesson learned last week! Never leave left overs on top of the stove after cooling. Then assume that one year old Mittens is all good for staying on the kitty honor system. I honor not to jump up on the stove, remove the Reynolds wrap and eat daddy's left over rice dish. Hahahahaha!

Well...LOOKIE there! When you work on and off, through out the day, in between napping. This closet might just be finished in a few days. Not 3 as initially anticipated.

YAYYYY! Almost...COMPLETE!


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July 28, 2017
Ripping Out...The WALL?!??!!!
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Day 2762-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

When the lemons rain...they literally pour at our house!

Thank goodness the umpteen new drain system actually worked during a few downpours here in the country. The Speedy~Gonzales goal is to make sure that all of the water is being directed 'away' from our house. Not directly over and under our house as prior lack-of proper drains that were installed by the prior owners. I should really highlight the word, "improper." There has yet to be any sort of easy fix with this entire house. Just when we think there will be something that will actually go fairly smoothly...It tends to usually turn out to be a huge undertaking!

The bathroom repairing and repainting project is finally complete. That is...if you don't count another plumber having to make a visit to our house of hidden lemon gems. Pffffff... Seems the prior owners literally joined two different types of pipes, along with two totally different sizes of pipes to hook up the bathroom sink. HOW they meshed the two together can only be described as something out of the stone-age. Literally! Instead of replacing the entire pipe that runs from the sink, through the wall and down into the main drain in the basement. They only replaced one section of the pipe. With what we assumed and today's plumber quickly confirmed. A completely different size pipe, held together by condensation. Water dripping over a long period of time. Most likely in some sort of drip pan or bowl placed behind the sink that actually formed a really thick limestone barrier around the joint that doesn't even fit. How we personally found out was after unscrewing the thick, scaly mess that literally held together two different size pipes. PFFFFF!

We attempted to do our best of using every type of plumbing aid to connect the two different pipes. Thanks also to quite a few online plumbing videos! But after chiseling the thick, nasty crud that was literally holding the two different size pipes together. Nothing has been able to reconnect them without water seeping at a pretty good rate! We are now down to the tub for water, kitchen sink and basement utility tub. OOPS! Can't forget the outdoor hose nozzle! Heeheeheehee! For now anyways... That is because the total cost of having to rip out the wall connected to the original pipe that the prior owners did not replace. But instead used, I assume extra PVC piping laying around in the basement. HA! Will be at the tune of $885.00+. That is also because there is additional plumbing work that needs to be addressed which is connected to the bathroom sink plumbing. Hahahahaha! Hidden agenda? YA THINK! These sellers knew what they were doing. Literally hiding! They aren't fooling me, not one bit! That is because I seem to be the one who is actually stumbling across one huge lemon gem after another. Of course, they moved way, far away to another city in Indiana. I would too if there was a huge possibility of running into the buyers whom are finding one bad repair job or lack of...after another. 

Thankfully, our home warranty company will be covering a good majority of this latest gem of a find! That is...after we pay the plumber first and then have to wait 7-10 days or longer to be compensated by the home warranty company. Seems they can't find anyone that is contracted on their end. We even personally gave them 10 plumbing company names and phone numbers. But sorry home warranty company. This isn't the wild-wild-west where we, "I-OWE-U." No company in their right frame of mind is willing to be paid almost 2 weeks later. BAH! This is how it works in this day and age. A company does the work. A company gets paid after their job is complete. Not 7 to 10 days later. Or longer. Tis why we have to pick and choose right now on what is mandatory. Seems using anything, but the bathroom sink is last on the priority list. That is until I put my Wonder Woman skills, tools and ideas to work! GIRL POWER!

Well...At least now the bathroom looks super nice, clean and shower tiles as white as a sheet of paper! You just can't use the sink. But it looks good! Insert....Laughter~

*WINKWINK*


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July 27, 2017
Taking A Little Ole Walk...Down Memory Lane _______
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Day 2761-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

It's been a long morning at the hospital...Today is definitely a TLC kind of day...

Also a great day to break out the old school photo albums!

Time to share a little ole walk down, Memory Lane  

As far as my prior super dark hair...I have decided to continue embracing the new, much lighter side of me. The saying is most definitely true!

Blondes DO have more FUN!

 

ENJOY!!

 I've Been Everywhere

Johnny Cash 

I was totin' my pack along the dusty Winnemucca road
When along came a semi with a high and canvas covered load
"If you're going to Winnemucca, Mack, with me you can ride"
So I climbed into the cab and then I settled down inside

He asked me if I'd seen a road with so much dust and sand
And I said, "Listen, bud I've traveled every road in this here land"

I've been everywhere, man
I've been everywhere, man
Across the deserts bare, man
I've breathed the mountain air, man
Of travel I've had my share, man
I've been everywhere

Been to Reno, Chicago, Fargo, Minnesota, Buffalo, Toronto, Winslow
Sarasota, Wichita, Tulsa, Ottawa, Oklahoma, Tampa, Panama
Mattawa, La Paloma, Bangor, Baltimore, Salvador, Amarillo, Tocopilla
Barranquilla, and Padilla, I'm a killer

I've been everywhere, man
I've been everywhere, man
Across the deserts bare, man
I've breathed the mountain air, man
Of travel I've had my share, man
I've been everywhere

Boston, Charleston, Dayton, Louisiana, Washington
Houston, Kingston, Texarkana, Monterey, Ferriday
Santa Fe, Tallapoosa, Glen Rock, Black rock, Little Rock
Oskaloosa, Tennessee, Hennessey, Chicopee Spirit Lake
Grand Lake, Devil's Lake, Crater Lake, for pete's sake

I've been everywhere, man
I've been everywhere, man
Across the deserts bare, man
I've breathed the mountain air, man
Of travel I've had my share, man
I've been everywhere

Louisville, Nashville, Knoxville, Ombabika, Shefferville
Jacksonville, Waterville, Costa Rica, Pittsfield, Springfield,Bakersfield
Shreveport, Hackensack, Cadillac, Fond do Lac, Davenport, Idaho
Jellicoe, Argentina, Diamontina, Pasadena, Catalina, see what I mean'a

I've been everywhere, man
I've been everywhere, man
Across the deserts bare, man
I've breathed the mountain air, man
Of travel I've had my share, man
I've been everywhere

Pittsburgh, Parkersburg, Gravellburg, Colorado, Ellensburg, Rexburg
Vicksburg, El Dorado, Larrimore, Atmore, Haverstraw Chattanika
Chaska, Nebraska, Alaska, Opelika, Baraboo, Waterloo, Kalamazoo
Kansas City, Sioux City, Cedar City, Dodge City, what a pity!

I've been everywhere, man
I've been everywhere, man
Across the deserts bare, man
I've breathed the mountain air, man
Of travel I've had my share, man
I know some place you haven't been
I've been everywhere

 


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July 26, 2017
THAT'S A WHOLE LOTTA AWARENESS! :)
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Day 2760-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

It's almost that time!

Time to get your walking shoes, running shoes and even your biking shoes ready! Time to walk, run or ride for Gastroparesis Awareness!

This is an international, month long event helping to raise Gastroparesis Awareness One Person At A Time.

Information will be available starting next month on the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign website under the 'United GP Walk 2017' tab. This is YOUR chance to organize and create your very own 'Walk-Run-Ride' event for Gastroparesis Awareness!

If that news isn't SUPER EXCITING enough! The Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign website is now officially generating over 100,000+ web server requests on a monthly basis! We are quickly closing in on another major milestone as we are soon to reach the magical number of 11,000,000 successful server requests!

This blog is also successfully on it's way of reaching over 2,000,000 permalink readers!

THAT'S A WHOLE LOTTA AWARENESS!

Thanks everyone for being a part of such an exciting journey! Not just raising Gastroparesis Awareness, but sharing the power of perseverance!

KEEP ON! KEEPING ON!

KEEP ON! SHARING ON~

www.gastroparesisawareness.com

www.gpawarenessfund.com/Kimberly

www.gastroparesisawareness.org

 


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July 25, 2017
If At First You Don't Succeed...
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Day 2759-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

Try, try, try...Again and again and again.

It appears that someone is in awe of Eric's outstanding job of installing our brand new garage door. OK. So...maybe it's still a work-in-progress with a few final touches with regards of securing the garage door braces. But it still looks a million times better than the old garage door that literally snapped in-half on us. Hahahahaha! The prior owners didn't use any type of garage door opener brace upon installation. On top of using a very cheap fiberglass type of garage door which made it literally super easy to just rip right on-in-half! Lessons learned...For us. The new owners. And of course...the hard way.

Try, try, try...Again and again and again.

I have been doing my best to continue to slowly introduce new healthy solid foods into my daily diet. I will admit that some days it's back to all liquids. While other days, I find it pretty darn exciting to try out a few healthy bites of steamed veggies, whole wheat rice and sliced tofu. Organic of course! We can no longer afford the relistor injections and the pill form unfortunately did not work for my unique GP which effects my entire GI motility. Pills just literally remain still in solid pill form on their way through my entire GI tract by via gravity. Pills never could break down or absorb property which is the majority of the reason why liquid form of anything works best for my GP. Every patient is truly different! What might work for one patient, might not work for another patient. Vice-versa. It's always going to be a learning experience because things always change living with gastroparesis. I have however realized that over time. There will always be something far bigger and far more scarier that can happen, medically speaking. I have just learned with time and experience that you must roll with the punches. Pretty much that also applies to life in general.

Try, try, try...Again and again and again.

I received my answer from SSD regarding a final attempt, from my end, on a possible temporary work permit. It would be very helpful, especially financially for us if I could at least try working part-time. Even if it means working from home. Instead of having my SSD attorney attempt another game of chance for possibly achieving a temporary SSD workers permit for me. I decided to contact SSD on my own with a short, but to the point letter. As of today. I got my final answer. Clearly, there is far more to going back to work when you are on medical SSD than most will ever understand. It's not a case where you just say, "OK, I have decided today when I woke up, that I am going back to work!" Hahahahaha! Yea..R-I-G-H-T... There is so much more to it. Legally. Liability reasons is a huge factor on 'if' and 'when' you may ever have the opportunity to work again. There are far too many factors involved which include the opinions of not just one doctor. But your entire medical team. Every opportunity to present your SSD case, your side of where you stand medically now, than when you were first granted SSD. A patient must prove, showing medical documented proof and letters from all attending physicians. That your medical situation has improved or completely resolved since the first day you were granted SSD. My problem, is that although I have my good days. I also have my bad days. Physically, I can pull the greatest known outer appearance illusion of all! Not appearing sick or as if nothing is going on internally, medically. The problem isn't with my continued success in doing such. The problem is that internally things continue getting worse and medical reports, doctors notes and other factors clearly played a hand in me losing my case. Me this time. Not my attorney. I failed to present medical factors that were either better or completely resolved. I still hold onto hope. But as my life coach also insists, "You must be realistic with your own, very high expectations."

Try, try, try...Again, again and again.

Give this gal a huge round of applause for such tenacity and will to keep going on! Determined as ever to live as much as a normal life. As medically possible. I refuse to give up on working again. There is so much that I want to do. I have the backing, but I first must have the blessing from SSD. Today...I failed. But there is always another tomorrow. Realistically...speaking. Heeheeheehee! As far as Snoreo, he is holding onto hope that one day. In the near future. A new friend will be sitting along side him.

Hmmmm...Now that most definitely sounds promising!


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July 24, 2017
Just Another MANIC Monday ;)
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: Day 2758-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

Talking about needing some rain!

It never rains like a normal kind of rain here in the country. This is our very first summer since moving here back in late fall, 2016. So far, when it rains, it LITERALLY POURS!

Of course, that means testing out various measures of making sure that our foundation does not take on further water that is most definitely NOT needed. I have lost track of just how many contractors that have visited our home of many hidden lemon gems and lots of dire repairs. When it rains...I believe it rains $$$. Out of our pocket, anyways... HA!

I can't believe that we are starting another week. When you stay busy, time literally does fly by~ The week, days and hours all seem to just mesh together as one. It's been one heck of an adventure tackling on the biggest feat yet! A major repair, repainting and one huge project after another with our house here in the country. They say, "It's not over till the fat lady sings!" In our case, she is still on a diet, because one could easily burn some serious calories working in and out of this house of major repairs! No pun, or more like, BUN intended. Heeheeheehee!

Our latest little lemon of a gem literally needs a few tetanus shots to go along with it after what we found among the bathroom pipes. It's always of course, by accident. Just doing a double check before officially finishing up the last little bathroom project touch-ups. When we noticed water under the pipes behind the sink. This should had been just a mere tightening of the joints, but OH NO! Eric had to literally unscrew the joint and then found the most nastiest of the nasty lemon gems yet. UGGGGGG! We are lucky that a mere drip of water wasn't the only issue going on, because clearly things were one second away from getting worse. Thanks prior owners for allowing your long, black, thick hair to literally consume itself into one huge knotted mess within the bathroom sink pipes. Also mind you, tampons should be disposed in the garbage can. Not in the sink. Tetanus shot anyone?. Not that a tampon string at this point was such a bad thing. It did allow Eric to pull out far too much old, nasty, decayed hair with too many other nasty descriptions for this blog to mention. If we didn't further investigate that mere, few minor drips of water. Things could had been far worse, only in a matter of short time.

And who says house flipping isn't for the faint-at-heart. LITERALLY! Hahahahahaha!

I guess one should end this blog on a far different, much more light-hearted note... When thinking of water. Let's just say that Eric's rendition of the 'Whiskey Regatta' literally came to life when we paid a visit to the huge race. Speed boat race. Regatta, Eric. No...Not a festival where boats from all around the great USA bring different types of whiskey to share with the festive folks out in the crowd. Heeheeheeheehee! If that were the case. I guess they weren't bringing but a few mere bottles of whiskey on these racing boats! Hahahahahaha!

Ahhhhh...Life...Tis one HUGE adventure...


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July 23, 2017
Energy~As THICK As MOLASSES!
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Day 2757-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

I SPY...

A tiny little black kitty waiting for us to bring out this mornings breakfast! Heeheeheehee...TOO darn CUTE!

It seems we have welcomed this little kitty as part of our wildlife family a little over 3 months ago. Nothing wrong with making sure he stays as happy and healthy as the rest of his wildlife friends. Just call me, as Eric calls me, Mother Wild. Hahahahaha! My heart belongs to the animals. All animals. Even this cute little kitty!

This morning while attempting to catch up, backtracking this blog. I was surprisingly interrupted by a little girl humming a tune. Behind the couch where I sit, typing away, as if she was pacing the floor and humming away. If that wasn't strange. Once Eric got home from work, he asked if I had turned on the cats toy that circles around a large platform. Hmmmmm... I hadn't gotten up, since finally sitting down after painting in order to attempt catching up on this blog. It seems we have a little visitor that likes to play with the cats and hum a few tunes, as if desperately seeking attention. Yep, this is usually how it happens. Spirit knows who they can comfortably connect with as far as this world. I have always believed. Because...I know.

I firmly believe there are those who are believers. There are those who are skeptics, but want very desperately to believe. Then...there are those whom no matter what happens. Even in front of their very own eyes. They still absolutely refuse to believe. So close minded that no one could ever change their mind nor attempt to pry it open. We actually ran into someone like that over the past month while picking up a moving truck so we could retrieve our dining room set and a few other totes. Ironically, the place where we were scheduled to pick up our rental truck was an actual place that I had been wanting to check out. An old, historic farm and feed mill within our little, lazy, river town.

Mind you. Myself and Eric had never been even as close as parking outside of the old building. But there is always the exception while picking up the moving truck one lazy afternoon. It's always when I least expect, does the energy then whirl itself in front of me like a violent tornado. I can't explain it. But the energy that afternoon was as thick-as-molasses! We weren't sure where to park, since there really wasn't any type of parking lot. So we parked directly across the old farm and seed building. As we got out the car and proceeded to walk toward the building. I felt a burst of energy like never before! Strangely, it was even before we approached the steps going up to the old front porch of the historic building. I actually felt a few things, all at once. I looked at Eric, before walking up the steps, and said, "There is a lot of energy right here in this spot. I don't know why, but I feel someone very strongly holding their neck." We both looked up at the old buildings original windows. It seemed as if time literally stood still, as if those who worked here back in the day were still present. Waiting to greet the next visitor.

The craziest part of all of this, was when we walked through the old front doors and one of the new owners family members greeted us. We didn't see them watching nor listening to us as we approached the front porch steps to the building. But boy, OH BOY! did they looked spooked! As I walked through the door, there was a huge draft of air that quickly surrounded us. There was no breeze outside, which made it that much more strange. Especially to the owners family member who peered as if to check us out before approaching the front desk register. Clearly, they knew that we were there to pick up the rental truck. Right on time! But they initially had other questions in mind...first.

"I overheard you outside. Are you from around here?" We both looked at each other and said, "Actually we are from Ohio, moved here last fall." Oh...OK. Then the gentleman got quiet and said, "I overheard what you said outside. Did you feel something?" At this point. I wasn't sure what to say or how to respond. The family member was literally getting spooked out! But not by what I was saying before walking into their building. But because of my accuracy in what I was saying due to what I was feeling as we were walking up the old wooden front porch steps. "So you don't know about what happened outside of this building many years ago, do you?." I looked at Eric and he even looked shocked after they asked me the question. "No, I have no idea. This is the first time we have been here, but I have always wanted to stop by since moving into the area." As strange as it may sound to skeptics, or those whom have their minds so closed off to the afterlife. That no one could pry it open, even if they tried. The gentleman then looked directly at me and said, "There was a guy who committed suicide using his vehicle by coming down the street as fast as he could and hitting the building with his car. Right where you stopped in front of the steps. It was right there where he died." Eric was shocked! As for myself, the feeling of needing to hold my neck while walking up the old wooden steps was because it was literally the exact spot where the gentleman died. We have heard due to being decapitated from the car hitting the building with such great force.

That wasn't the only person I was picking up on inside the old, historic building. As the gentleman began talking further about the suicide that happened outside of their building. I could feel the presence of workers, many, many workers from back in the day. Their energy was still present, as if they were still working, waiting to leave in order to get back home to their loved ones. It was a very playful kind of energy! I couldn't help, but to smile after the gentleman finished his story and began talking to me about the old farm and seed building. "It used to be an old flour mill back in the day." I looked at him and said, "I bet a lot of workers kept this place busy, day in and day out!" He didn't know what to say, because at that very moment the strong playful energy began coming to life. The front door flew wide open, the bell on the old wooded counter fell over and rang. The gentleman was so spooked out that even the register stopped working, which he swore up and down had never, EVER stopped working for no good reason. I felt that this gentleman had felt these same, exact playful spirits before and he wasn't happy with them. I walked around as we waited for the register to reboot so we could get our receipt for the rental truck. If I could paint a picture, clearly what I felt and saw were young men in dusty overalls, khaki pants, tall boots and huge smiles. As if having a BLAST once again, messing with the owners son.

You see...That gentleman who is part of a much larger family that now owns the old historic building doesn't believe. He is a non-believer. In fact, he actually voiced his opinion after I asked him point blank. "Have you ever had anything odd happen here since your family bought the building and turned it into a farm and seed store?" The owners son was shocked! He not only got extremely quiet, but made a comment aimed towards things that I believe have happened since their family had taken over the business. "Darn demons! They are messing with me again! This register has never done this before!" At this point, I felt his frustration. Yet, those playful spirits whom still reside, yet still come to work each and every day would have nothing to do with his comments. They would only continue on as the door swung open again, the old front desk bell ringing as if to mock the owners son on more than a few occasions. He even shocked the heck out of myself and Eric after I decided to step outside while the gentleman got his composure together due to the register literally freezing up on him, again. Even the old farm and seed building cat named, Conway felt some sort of playful presence while keeping us company. Heeheeheehee! The same gentleman, once again, swore up and down that Conway isn't a social kind of cat and was even a bit taken back that he came directly up to me upon initially walking into the old front doors. If things weren't crazy enough, the owners son shocked us both after I walked back into the building after catching some fresh air. "Did you have anything to do with the register not working!?" If only he could see and feel what I was, because those young workers from back in the day were laughing to their hearts content! I could only look at him, smile and nod my head...No.

I guess you can say, that sometimes even non-believers have their moments of belief. You just can't make this stuff up. You can't make up what I also felt before even walking up those old wooden stairs. Knowing that the owners son was watching and listening to us the entire time. THAT is something that even non-believers, like this gentleman. Just have to believe. So maybe...The playfully joking around spirits might not be on this gentleman's best side. But I have a feeling that what myself and Eric witnessed first hand that day. Isn't the first nor will it be the last time he will fall victim to the jokingly playful spirits of the young workers from back in the day. A flour mill that is still very much alive today as it was many, many decades ago.

As for Conway kitty...He keeps what he knows to himself! Heeheeheeheehee...


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