Mood:
brightNow Playing: Day 2767-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)
Fear...
Another round of some serious KICKA** is needed come early tomorrow morning! This after needing to brave some serious fear ahead of me.
My Sherlock Holmes team of specialists have done another unthinkable! An outstanding and most QUICK job of figuring out another medical connected mystery. Since now I am down to one kidney. There was a need for my specialists to dig a lot further due to other labs reporting back far from normal reports. If it wasn't for the necessity of life sustaining chemicals and hormones. There would be no need for my hospital visit come tomorrow morning. Unfortunately, this is just another case of way-past-the point of taking a pill.
I have come to realize, by another duo of an amazing life coach and outstanding therapist. That some things in life are perfectly fine and A-OK to share with others. It isn't about seeking attention. It's about sharing the power of overcoming fear and adversity. Inspiring others along the way! The difference is learning and knowing the limits of what to share and what to keep private. Confidential.
As I bravely walk into another land of the unknown round of hospital testing come tomorrow morning. Which will land me into another surgery. I am hopeful that everyone's morning CHEERS with a cup of ole Joe, a glass of wine...OR even a bottle! HA! Helps land me another successful round of testing, into a very successful surgery. My fear has been getting the best of me with testing that is necessary for issues within my brain. Connected issues that were bound, in time, to progress. What I have come to realize, by far too much personal medical experience, is that fear can get the best of you. But YOU can learn from fear.
Over the past week. I have learned to turn all of that fear into becoming KICKA**....
Fear
LESS!
I got my game face ready! Time to get these shenanigans ON!
rushed
again my lovelies!
We have begun the process of working on the second bedroom. The bedroom closet turned out phenomenal! My expectations of how the rest of the bedroom will turn out are just as high! I have grown tired of working in such small, confined spaces, closets. Having big, open walls to start my next repairing, repainting project is just what this gal needed! Let the house-flipping FUN begin! 
As a tool carrying gal on a mission...I am very excited and most proud to announce that my plumbing skills that have been put to the test, proved to be not only successful! But we have officially saved over $800.00 in what would had been some serious plumbing work done by our contractor! YAYYYYY! A little bit of plumbers tape, a touch of flexible rubber tape and good ole Flex-Seal...WHA~LA! 
Thank you most definitely Flex-Seal for not letting a gal down! YAYYYY! 
mmm....
on fire
WOO~HOO!!
I may have my fair share of bad days. But world, WATCH OUT on my good days! I am ON FIRE! We are literally on a roll...A very serious roll with getting this house flipped and ready to place back on the market. However, due to the many lemon gems that we continue to find through out the house. Instead of having it ready by this fall. We have decided to have it ready to sell by early spring, 2018. I plan on staying around long enough to make sure that this house is S-O-L-D! No hidden agendas nor hidden lemon gems like we were left with through out this house. We plan on doing this house flip of repairs, repainting and everything else in between...RIGHT! 
Just call me a house-flippin gal on a mission! 
Most recently, I have been dealt another unfortunate blow, medically. With each new challenge. I have learned that stepping back for some personal solitude time in order to evaluate the matter at hand is first and upmost important. Not jumping into things, head first, so-to-speak. Having an amazing therapist and new life coach has made all the difference in the world in how I react and respond to progressing issues with my health. It may not be easy. But moving forward, diligently, yet still realistically has proven to work best for me. 
We had about enough of the bathroom repairing and repainting project. That is until we find out in the next 24-hours if my latest and greatest pipe connecting idea works...Or not. Heeheeheeheehee! 
While in between patching, repairing and waiting for drywall to literally dry. I decided to whip up another new recipe. Created by little ole me. I never tend to like using recipes. I would much rather create something on my own. Healthy by all means. Eric, he can forget Little Debbie. Her not-so-healthy snack cakes are a thing of the past. A diet of the past. He did admit to feeling a whole lot better, more wide awake and lots more energy since continuing on the new diet of eating clean and organic. I have 
to stick to my protein shakes today. Liquid for me! Eric got to try my new and latest fish dish. Thai-fish casserole! It sure smelled really GOOD! After Eric inhaled half of the large casserole dish within a few hours. I guess we can safely assume that it tasted, A-OK! Heeheeheeheehee! Steamed veggies, coconut oil, filleted tilapia and a few secret Thai herbs and seasoning. Before and after cooking. For most, it should last a few days. For Eric. It may only last one. Unless Mittens kitty finds her way up to the kitchen counter, again. Lesson learned last week! Never leave left overs on top of the stove after cooling. Then assume that one year old Mittens is all good for staying on the kitty honor system. I honor not to jump up on the stove, remove the Reynolds wrap and eat daddy's left over rice dish. Hahahahaha! 
COMPLETE!
d'oh
they literally pour at our house!
Thank goodness the umpteen new drain system actually worked during a few downpours here in the country. The Speedy~Gonzales goal is to make sure that all of the water is being directed 'away' from our house. Not directly over and under our house as prior lack-of proper drains that were installed by the prior owners. I should really highlight the word, "improper." There has yet to be any sort of easy fix with this entire house. Just when we think there will be something that will actually go fairly smoothly...It tends to usually turn out to be a huge undertaking! 
The bathroom repairing and repainting project is finally complete. That is...if you don't count another plumber having to make a visit to our house of hidden lemon gems. Pffffff... Seems the prior owners literally joined two different types of pipes, along with two totally different sizes of pipes to hook up the bathroom sink. HOW they meshed the two together can only be described as something out of the stone-age. Literally!
Instead of replacing the entire pipe that runs from the sink, through the wall and down into the main drain in the basement. They only replaced one section of the pipe. With what we assumed and today's plumber quickly confirmed. A completely different size pipe, held together by condensation. Water dripping over a long period of time. Most likely in some sort of drip pan or bowl placed behind the sink that actually formed a really thick limestone barrier around the joint that doesn't even fit. How we personally found out was after unscrewing the thick, scaly mess that literally held together two different size pipes. PFFFFF! 
Thankfully, our home warranty company will be covering a good majority of this latest gem of a find! That is...after we pay the plumber first and then have to wait 7-10 days or longer to be compensated by the home warranty company. Seems they can't find anyone that is contracted on their end. We even personally gave them 10 plumbing company names and phone numbers. But sorry home warranty company. This isn't the wild-wild-west where we, "I-OWE-U." No company in their right frame of mind is willing to be paid almost 2 weeks later. BAH! This is how it works in this day and age. A company does the work. A company gets paid after their job is complete. Not 7 to 10 days later. Or longer. Tis why we have to pick and choose right now on what is mandatory. Seems using anything, but the bathroom sink is last on the priority list. That is until I put my Wonder Woman skills, tools and ideas to work! GIRL POWER!
happy
I was totin' my pack along the dusty Winnemucca road
Been to Reno, Chicago, Fargo, Minnesota, Buffalo, Toronto, Winslow
Boston, Charleston, Dayton, Louisiana, Washington
Louisville, Nashville, Knoxville, Ombabika, Shefferville
Pittsburgh, Parkersburg, Gravellburg, Colorado, Ellensburg, Rexburg
celebratory
Information will be available starting next month on the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign website under the 'United GP Walk 2017' tab. This is YOUR chance to organize and create your very own 'Walk-Run-Ride' event for Gastroparesis Awareness! 
chillin'
Again and again and again.
It appears that someone is in awe of Eric's outstanding job of installing our brand new garage door. OK. So...maybe it's still a work-in-progress with a few final touches with regards of securing the garage door braces. But it still looks a million times better than the old garage door that literally snapped in-half on us. Hahahahaha! The prior owners didn't use any type of garage door opener brace upon installation. On top of using a very cheap fiberglass type of garage door which made it literally super easy to just rip right on-in-half! Lessons learned...For us. The new owners. And of course...the hard way. 
I have been doing my best to continue to slowly introduce new healthy solid foods into my daily diet. I will admit that some days it's back to all liquids. While other days, I find it pretty darn exciting to try out a few healthy bites of steamed veggies, whole wheat rice and sliced tofu. Organic of course! We can no longer afford the relistor injections and the pill form unfortunately did not work for my unique GP which effects my entire GI motility. Pills just literally remain still in solid pill form on their way through my entire GI tract by via gravity. Pills never could break down or absorb property which is the majority of the reason why liquid form of anything works best for my GP. Every patient is truly different! What might work for one patient, might not work for another patient. Vice-versa. It's always going to be a learning experience because things always change living with gastroparesis. I have however realized that over time. There will always be something far bigger and far more scarier that can happen, medically speaking. I have just learned with time and experience that you must roll with the punches. Pretty much that also applies to life in general. 
Again and again and again.
I received my answer from SSD regarding a final attempt, from my end, on a possible temporary work permit. It would be very helpful, especially financially for us if I could at least try working part-time. Even if it means working from home. Instead of having my SSD attorney attempt another game of chance for possibly achieving a temporary SSD workers permit for me. I decided to contact SSD on my own with a short, but to the point letter. As of today. I got my final answer. Clearly, there is far more to going back to work when you are on medical SSD than most will ever understand. It's not a case where you just say, "OK, I have decided today when I woke up, that I am going back to work!" Hahahahaha! Yea..R-I-G-H-T... There is so much more to it. Legally. Liability reasons is a huge factor on 'if' and 'when' you may ever have the opportunity to work again. There are far too many factors involved which include the opinions of not just one doctor. But your entire medical team. Every opportunity to present your SSD case, your side of where you stand medically now, than when you were first granted SSD. A patient must prove, showing medical documented proof and letters from all attending physicians. That your medical situation has improved or completely resolved since the first day you were granted SSD. My problem, is that although I have my good days. I also have my bad days. Physically, I can pull the greatest known outer appearance illusion of all! Not appearing sick or as if nothing is going on internally, medically. The problem isn't with my continued success in doing such. The problem is that internally things continue getting worse and medical reports, doctors notes and other factors clearly played a hand in me losing my case. Me this time. Not my attorney. I failed to present medical factors that were either better or completely resolved. I still hold onto hope. But as my life coach also insists, "You must be realistic with your own, very high expectations." 
Now that most definitely sounds promising! 
cheeky
I can't believe that we are starting another week. When you stay busy, time literally does fly by~ The week, days and hours all seem to just mesh together as one. It's been one heck of an adventure tackling on the biggest feat yet! A major repair, repainting and one huge project after another with our house here in the country. They say, "It's not over till the fat lady sings!" In our case, she is still on a diet, because one could easily burn some serious calories working in and out of this house of major repairs! No pun, or more like, BUN intended. Heeheeheehee! 
Hahahahahaha! 
adventure...