Mood: bright
Now Playing: Day 2809-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)
Why hello there my lovelies!
Time to get my game face back on. Time to give my body some much needed rest. Physically and mentally.
Today was all about taking it easy. Clearing my mind for the fifth and final attempt at surgery. The very last test is right in front of me. A far too early morning drive back across state lines lies ahead of me...Ohio here we come again this week!
While prepping...I also like to prepare myself for anything goes when it comes to my health. Testing and surgeries seem to be like winning some sort of medical lottery for me. If only there was money involved. In my favor...HA!
While remnants of hurricane Irma come visit us over the next 24-hours. This gal will be taking it easy. Lots of rest and reflecting on what lies ahead of me. I have zero expectations. Although, I must admit...I remain pessimistic. Just in case things go completely rogue. Far from my team of specialists expectations. This morning I received information on an alternate game plan by my lead attending physician. Let's just say that I don't plan on going that route. So it's time to get ready! Time to get my game face back on!
There are always going to be times, through out your lifetime, when your back is against the wall. When you are faced with no other choice but to go through that wall. Facing adversity through your darkest fears. We all have a choice. The choice to give up and give in. Or the choice to keep fighting till the bitter end. The choice...is really ours for the taking.
Round 5.....READY!
Choice
/choise/
1. an act of selecting or making a decision when faced with two or more possibilities.
Remember my lovelies, you are NOT defined by your circumstances. You are NOT defined by others opinions. And you are NOT defined by your past.
Love yourself by showing others that it's OK to feel good about the whole being, flaws & all. Lighten up about the small things, even the big things in life aren't so big after all...
Live your best life NOW with the people that love you unconditionally. And make sure to reflect that love back into the world for all to see~
You ARE a beautiful and quite lovely being of light. And no matter what hurdles you face through out your life. Never, EVER give up the fight!