I See... A REALLY GOOD LIFE!
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Now Playing: Day 2935-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining
Boy... do I feel on FIRE so early in the first month of this new year! I have accomplished beyond any of my expectations in such a short amount of time! Needless to say... I am very proud of... ME!
There aren't enough words to describe waking up to the sounds of a far-too-early cell phone alarm and seeing this little cutie sleeping soundly in her huge crate. Absolutely, ADORABLE! It's just unreal seeing all of Babyblues super close resemblances to our beloved Littleblue! Even right down to this photo of Littleblue and her buddy Cuddles kitty napping away one lazy afternoon during last years winter season. Do you believe in reincarnation? If I wasn't a believer before... I most certainly am a believer now! Babyblue & Littleblue are the ultimate reincarnated twins! I have never smiled so much in such a short amount of time!
LOVE~LOVE~LOVE
This morning marked the start of a very long day, one doctors appointment after another. Two post-surgical follow-up appointments and one long phone call with my oncologist. My appointments are never quick and to the point. They are always long and mentally draining. But lately things are finally starting to look promising! Skin lesions and the surrounding areas are finally starting to heal a bit more quickly. Maybe another round of antibiotics, against my liking, was actually just what my immune system needed! A little extra help! Myself and Eric weren't expecting another round of labs this morning. But it's a good thing that I have learned to fast 8-hours before any specialists appointment. Just in case they need to draw blood and this way I won't have to come back the following day. Several more vials of blood taken this morning after another new specialist noticed more than a few tests that had yet to be performed by a few specialists back in Ohio. Actually, it was the very first time that both of my appointments meant hearing a few comments with regards to lack of follow up, necessary lab work. One even made a comment that really struck a cord with myself and Eric, "These specialists back in Ohio sure have no problem repeating the same tests and labs. But why are they not checking into other avenues that might not be normal labs to order. However, it could provide a great deal more information to help with your unique medical case." Even so much as a head shake and chuckle of sorts after making the comment. Although, the first specialist wasn't the last specialist of the day to make a very similar comment regarding what they really wanted to say in a nutshell... what I had been feeling for quite awhile now. Feeling as if some of my specialists back in Ohio have already given up hope for me. Maybe it was my no-worries attitude of sorts that really struck a cord with both specialists whom are both now my surgeons. Including my new oncologist who has really went above and beyond over the past few months. Looking for new experimental treatment opportunities that could possibly provide me additional relief, even possibly... a cure.
"There is always a silver lining."
Today wasn't like it usually has been with appointments back in Ohio. Today's appointments were powerfully, enlightening of many sorts! It was nice to once again, see that ray of hope from both surgeons. To actually hear on the phone from my new oncologist, that wanting to get back to work, isn't an unrealistic expectation. To hold onto hope and turn my dreams into reality isn't far fetched. I just needed to get out of my rut. Eliminate all the negativity. Now I not only have the ability to see more clearly. But I can now actually see all the possibilities that lie ahead of me for the remainder of this gal's lifetime.
You know what I see?
I see a REALLY GOOD LIFE ahead of little ole ME!
Don't Worry, Be Happy
Here's a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry, be happy
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy now
Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy
The landlord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate
Don't worry, be happy
Look at me, I'm happy
Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy
Give you my phone number
When you worry, call me, I make you happy
Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got no girl to make you smile
But don't worry, be happy
'Cause when you worry, your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
So don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy now
Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy
Now there, is this song I wrote
I hope you learned it note for note
Like good little children
Don't worry, be happy
Listen to what I say
In your life expect some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy, be happy now
Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy
Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy
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Updated: July 5, 2018 5:47 AM EDT