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The Road Before & After Surgery
January 27, 2018
Ready To Take That LEAP Of FAITH! :)
Mood:  surprised
Now Playing: Day 2943-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

If you walk through life and always remember to expect the unexpected. You will then never find yourself the least bit surprised nor disappointed.

We have hit a major crossroad. A huge cut in the road so to speak with regards to another new opportunity that has unexpectedly opened.

Rise n' Shine to a far too early weekend morning! An unexpected drive to view a property. Always... when least expected. We now have further options and more major decisions to make with our big move. This move is turning out to be more like an international chess championship game! These aren't moves that can be rapidly made... no way... these moves take some serious meetings of the minds. We now have another option on the table. This doesn't mean that moving out west is no longer a go. It just means that we no longer just have one option of selling our current home. We now have three options on how this entire big move can play out to our advantage. If this new option goes into the direction where the wind may take us... then we will only have a mere month to quickly finish up any last minute repairs and repainting projects. EEEE~YIKES! Talking about Eric on the hustle! This gals body is on a major time-out for the time being, so I won't be able to help with a possible upcoming month of sheer madness.

We have some really big and quite serious decisions to make within the next few days. I always tell Eric that the universe will let you know... always has... always will. If things are meant to be... they will be meant to be.

Things can go one of three ways. But regardless... they are all super exciting! I am soooooo ready for this next phase of life. A major do-over with plenty of happiest of happy days ahead!

 


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January 25, 2018
Couples Who Share Their Beauty Secrets Together...
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Day 2941-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

Couples who share their beauty secrets together... stay together.

Possibly also looking insanely hilarious and quite crazy together! Bahahahahaha!

Nothing wrong with sharing a little lighthearted fun with everyone. No one ever needs to take themselves too seriously in this crazy place we call, life. Life need not be so serious all the time either. Not only are these pure organic facial masks good for the skin. But they also feel really amazing! They are initially a bit cold to the touch. But after a few minutes the real soothing benefits of charcoal, tomatoes and aloe vera begin... ahhhhh... our skin says, "Thank YOU!"

We had a pretty serious start to our day with regards to recent lab reports. What was thought to be an infection, turned out to be another issue with the largest ovarian tumor beginning to once again, block my ureter tube. Cultures were sent out a few days ago and came back early this morning showing pretty much nothing but blood in my urine with very little white cells. What my doctors thought was possibly another infection in a different location, ended up being just the opposite. Another complication from an ovarian tumor gaining further size and strength. I still must remain on antibiotics as a precaution for any possible signs of secondary infection. 

 Instead of going back to sleep after a far-too-early phone call from my doctors office. I was whisked away to the hospital for another emergency scan. It didn't take long for the radiology techs to pick up on the largest ovarian tumor literally almost completely blocking my ureter tube. There were other findings, but I won't know the exact specifics until sometime tomorrow. Notes from one of my specialists back across state lines regarding the last scan, a little over a month ago, made absolutely no sense to the hospital radiology team. I am really starting to question just how much a few of my specialists grew tired of dealing with such a complex medical case. Almost as if... just brushing my entire case under the rug.

I was advised by the radiology technicians this morning about just how important it is to listen to your body. "Go with your instincts and you will never go wrong!"

I guess you can say, that I am very fortunate to have gone with mine.

We are already scheduled with a new urology group who will be either surgically placing a stent to help keep my ureter tube open. Or they will be performing a nephrostomy which is basically a drainage tube. This will hopefully prevent any further complications with my bladder and kidneys not being able to drain properly. We were told that it will be a very tricky procedure since they will need to somehow work their way around the largest ovarian tumor. At least I have some time to regroup and get my game face back on. It's been such a crazy start to this new year that we have hardly had a chance to even blink. However, I am glad that things are going at rapid-fire speed so I don't have time to dwell on a million possibilities of what could go wrong.

It's no wonder that we have mastered the art of making sure to find reasons to laugh and smile each and every day. No matter how tough life may be and the endless hurdles that one may have to jump. It's important to remember that laughter and endless smiles go a very, VERY long way!

 

Look out WWE! There's a new tag team in town!

 

BAH-HAHAHAHAHA!!


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Updated: January 25, 2018 11:28 PM EST
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January 24, 2018
"These Are A Few Of My Favorite Things"
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Day 2940-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

It's always going to be the little things in life that make this gal the happiest yet!

S-l-o-w-l-y peeling back the air-tight seal on a huge can of my most favorite coffee... ahhhhh... such an amazing a-r-o-m-a~

Yes, I am a pretty simple gal to please when it comes to the far littler things in life that make me truly happy. I am not one to be into the big, expensive brands of coffee. I prefer a much mellower, smoother taste.

While I am at it... why not share a few more of my most favorite things!

A BLOGTASTIC review of these super healthy, organic, gluten-free, non-GMO, vegan beverages. Most of these products can be found at any specialty food store and some even at your local grocery retailer. A new year means a new start to breaking the same ole, same ole dietary cycle. Why not awaken your taste buds a bit and give these super healthy beverages a try!

"These are a few of my favorite  things~"

C2O-Coconut Water With Espresso

Vegan and non-GMO and gluten free! The best part is that among other coconut water products it has the lowest sugar and more essential minerals.

Coconut water with a KICK!

 

Cide>>Road Organic Blueberry Switchel

Switchel is a drink as old as the USA. A super sweet, tart, gingery, blueberry drink with all the good stuff! The best part? All of the ingredients are ORGANIC. 

Who can go wrong with using ginger? Your stomach most definitely can't go wrong! Glass container, not plastic? A BONUS!

 

Black Cherry-Hiball Energy-Organic Energy Drink

USDA organic, Fair Trade Certified!

The pioneer of organic energy. Hiball Organic Energy Drinks use nothing but good-for-you ingredients.

All Hiball Organic Energy Drinks are naturally flavored using organic/fair trade certified cane sugar, and contain no preservatives and no artificial anything.

Four B-vitamins at 150% RDI: B3 / B5 / B6 / B12

 


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Updated: January 25, 2018 1:48 AM EST
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January 23, 2018
YOU Are Most... BEAUTIFUL~
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Day 2939-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

I have seen, heard and read far too much negativity over the past week towards one another. Why must we all start off a brand new year on such a negative note. Why can't we all just start off this brand new year being much kinder, softer and gentler towards one another.

It's not a good question. But a great statement.

We should not only be kind to ourselves. We should be kind to one another. Negative insults go absolutely... no where. A kind compliment and genuine smile will take you... e-v-e-r-y-w-h-e-r-e. A gentle hand and a full heart makes this world a much better place. We need more of those huge hearts and gently hands in this world.


May you always feel peaceful.

May you always be the most happiest of happy.

May you always be safe.

May you always awaken to your most beautiful, beaming ray of light.

May you always allow your soul to be... ~free.

 

 

 

 

 

 

#Love #Peace #Kindness #Joy

 


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Updated: January 25, 2018 12:33 AM EST
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January 22, 2018
Gotta Keep Movin'
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Day 2938-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

You know what they say...

You gotta keep movin'

I can not say enough amazing benefits that comes with exercise! Even a brisk walk has more health benefits than most folks could even comprehend. 

The extension amount of blood work performed by one of my new specialists is slowly coming back from the lab. Some reports haven't been too shocking to say the least. Then of course there are other lab reports that have taken me back a bit. I now really wonder if some of my specialists back across state lines in Ohio, really did just give up on my unique medical case. Not really taking the time or wanting to take the time to go above and beyond anymore after oncology treatments failed to provide a cure. I really question just how much lack of care or being brushed off really was happening a year after being released from my original team of oncologists. Some tests that have been recently performed could had really provided some in-depth insight, even possibly explaining some of my symptoms. At least now my new specialists have further medical information with regards to seeking means to help manage some of my symptoms. Importantly... helping to manage my over all care.

If one really let things like this get to themselves. One could easily be an anxiety filled, emotional mess of sorts. No thanks! I like my mind to be as clear and stress-free as possible!

This month has been one of the busiest yet for myself, Eric and our entire little family. Mad~dash scrambling to stay on top of everything! So many changes quickly heading our way or changes that have already quickly occurred over the past few weeks. Some good... some pretty darn, pathetically sad. Thank goodness that the good lord chose me to be a fur parent to all of his creatures, both big and small. I would never want to raise a child in today's society. 

Fitness... it has been and always will be a huge passion of mine. Keeping the blood flowing also helps clear your mind. Another positive benefit that comes with fitness! How amazing to feel the wind against my face and my legs moving again towards a better tomorrow.

A healthier tomorrow!  Amen.

 


Posted by GastroparesisAwarenessCampaignOrg. at 10:38 PM EST
Updated: July 5, 2018 5:43 AM EDT
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January 21, 2018
What's Not To LOVE About These Two! :)
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: Day 2937-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

These two!  I tell ya!

What is there not to love about these two! Hehehehehe!

Poor Eric... over the past few days he had more than his hands full with our fur children! A rambunctious group of fur children who are missing out on outdoor fun due to the ever changing, crazy weather we have been having here in the country. Forget this warm, cold, warm, cold nonsense! I would much rather see us have a blizzard than mother nature sharing a sneak peek of far-too-early spring weather. Pfffff!

As for myself... it's been a past few days of just taking it easy as my body gets adjusted to another new round of antibiotics. It's no wonder that I have another few more pounds to add to the existing pounds to gain back once I am finally off of all the various rounds of antibiotics. But no worries... at least I am keeping myself busy with watching Eric attempt to keep up with both high energy Snoreo and Babyblue. Hehehehehehe! Even right down to watching Babyblue literally stick her head into the very first Happy Meal treat for being such a good puppy while enduring her last round of vaccines. Okay... so maybe she didn't get to enjoy the entire Happy Meal. But she sure was cute as a button while watching her try to figure out the tiny toy inside the big red box! Hehehehehehe!

We have been doing our best to keep it healthy here around the house. Picking up another stash of super healthy, organic beverages for me and a little something for Babyblue for being really good for our veterinarian while Mommy was home resting? Super nice & SUPER SWEET of her human Daddy! 

You know... there really is EVERYTHING to love about these two!


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Updated: July 5, 2018 5:44 AM EDT
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January 20, 2018
A Snowman Tragedy Of Sorts! ;)
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Day 2936-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

This is what happens when we receive a day of sunshine and much warmer temperatures...

An unexpected snowman tragedy of sorts... hehehehehe!

So much for grabbing my morning cup of decaf coffee and finding our miniature snowman looking back at me through the kitchen window. Ok... it is a bit funny! Hehehehehe! Babyblue puppy actually found our miniature snowman laying in multiple snowflake pieces below the kitchen window sill as she began eating what used to be his arm. Hehehehehehe! I guess we will just have to wait until our next big snowfall before bringing him back to life again! Wink

Yesterday evening we literally had a record number of visitors in our backyard. Seems the 'buck' is out (did I just make a funny) on where to find all sorts of treats and plenty of water for visiting deer and their friends and their friends and well... you get the point! Or maybe... the antler? Hahahahaha! I wish we had some sort of night vision camera to take photos when seeing over 30 deer last night! I had to do a double take while checking to see if the wash was done in the basement. One look outside towards our homemade feeding station left me literally shocked on how many deer were staring back at me!

Eric couldn't believe how many deer were gathered around eating and not fighting one another for food or water. They are definitely used to us! And just to think that some folks go to Gatlinburg and Pigeon Forge, Tennessee just to possibly catch a glimpse or two of all the deer. Not us... we just look out our window or open the door. Animals know who they can or can not trust. Eric said, the next thing I will be feeding later this year are either the desert snakes or scorpions that come to visit us at our new home out west. Hahahahaha! Hey, someone has to also feed them! Right? Ummmm... yea... r-i-g-h-t! Undecided

Meanwhile... as the sun and warm temperatures continue to quickly melt away all of the beautiful snow... it's time to think fast on ways to keep the fur gang busy indoors! It is far too muddy to be outdoors at our local dog park and various walking trails to help release their energy. Huskies in general demand a lot of play time! Even Snoreo has a lot of energy being a German shepherd-Siberian husky mix! We keep a huge plastic tote filled with lots of various toys for days like today when we can't take them outdoors. Along with being their human mommies taste testers while cooking dinner. Hehehehehe! Too cute! We did have a fenced in backyard. But it had to come down last summer due to the foundation shifting and pulling on the fence posts. This area is just not the place to own a house. Nor is it the place to build any new home. The 7+ acres of open land across the street from us still has yet to sell. Good luck with that to anyone who isn't smart enough to realize that farm land and shifting limestone doesn't make for anything stable to build upon! Hopefully it won't sell until later this summer.

By then we will be on our way, heading across the open road... west bound to the great state of Nevada.


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Updated: January 20, 2018 11:36 PM EST
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January 19, 2018
Blog?
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Day 2935-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining
 
 
 
                            
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The Road Before & After Surgery/Gastroparesis Life 2018
Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining
Sharing my journey with others in hopes of inspiring the great fight for life!

 

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The realization that you are in a pretty dark place in your life is never easy. But, that realization is the very first step to lifting yourself out of it. My saving grace is going to come from multiple methods. Be it finding new connections with other brave souls also realizing their dreams, taking up new hobbies, small weekend trips traveling during my good days and self reflecting on what I can change during my bad days. Maybe this next phase in my life might include learning a new language, a new exercise routine, or realizing a huge passion of mine which includes opening up an animal sanctuary.

When I unwillingly landed in a place such as where I stand now at this point in my life, now looking back in hindsight, that bright light that always helped me out, was my silver lining.

Kimberly/H 

Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

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January 18, 2018
I See... A REALLY GOOD LIFE!
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Day 2935-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

Boy... do I feel on FIRE so early in the first month of this new year! I have accomplished beyond any of my expectations in such a short amount of time! Needless to say... I am very proud of... ME!

There aren't enough words to describe waking up to the sounds of a far-too-early cell phone alarm and seeing this little cutie sleeping soundly in her huge crate. Absolutely, ADORABLE! It's just unreal seeing all of Babyblues super close resemblances to our beloved Littleblue! Even right down to this photo of Littleblue and her buddy Cuddles kitty napping away one lazy afternoon during last years winter season. Do you believe in reincarnation? If I wasn't a believer before... I most certainly am a believer now! Babyblue & Littleblue are the ultimate reincarnated twins! I have never smiled so much in such a short amount of time!

LOVE~LOVE~LOVE

This morning marked the start of a very long day, one doctors appointment after another. Two post-surgical follow-up appointments and one long phone call with my oncologist. My appointments are never quick and to the point. They are always long and mentally draining. But lately things are finally starting to look promising! Skin lesions and the surrounding areas are finally starting to heal a bit more quickly. Maybe another round of antibiotics, against my liking, was actually just what my immune system needed! A little extra help! Myself and Eric weren't expecting another round of labs this morning. But it's a good thing that I have learned to fast 8-hours before any specialists appointment. Just in case they need to draw blood and this way I won't have to come back the following day. Several more vials of blood taken this morning after another new specialist noticed more than a few tests that had yet to be performed by a few specialists back in Ohio. Actually, it was the very first time that both of my appointments meant hearing a few comments with regards to lack of follow up, necessary lab work. One even made a comment that really struck a cord with myself and Eric, "These specialists back in Ohio sure have no problem repeating the same tests and labs. But why are they not checking into other avenues that might not be normal labs to order. However, it could provide a great deal more information to help with your unique medical case." Even so much as a head shake and chuckle of sorts after making the comment. Although, the first specialist wasn't the last specialist of the day to make a very similar comment regarding what they really wanted to say in a nutshell... what I had been feeling for quite awhile now. Feeling as if some of my specialists back in Ohio have already given up hope for me. Maybe it was my no-worries attitude of sorts that really struck a cord with both specialists whom are both now my surgeons. Including my new oncologist who has really went above and beyond over the past few months. Looking for new experimental treatment opportunities that could possibly provide me additional relief, even possibly... a cure.   

"There is always a silver lining."

Today wasn't like it usually has been with appointments back in Ohio. Today's appointments were powerfully, enlightening of many sorts! It was nice to once again, see that ray of hope from both surgeons. To actually hear on the phone from my new oncologist, that wanting to get back to work, isn't an unrealistic expectation. To hold onto hope and turn my dreams into reality isn't far fetched. I just needed to get out of my rut. Eliminate all the negativity. Now I not only have the ability to see more clearly. But I can now actually see all the possibilities that lie ahead of me for the remainder of this gal's lifetime.

You know what I see?

I see a REALLY GOOD LIFE ahead of little ole ME!

Don't Worry, Be Happy

Here's a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry, be happy
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy now

Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy

Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy
The landlord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate
Don't worry, be happy
Look at me, I'm happy

Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy

Give you my phone number
When you worry, call me, I make you happy

Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy

Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got no girl to make you smile
But don't worry, be happy
'Cause when you worry, your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
So don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy now

Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy

Now there, is this song I wrote
I hope you learned it note for note
Like good little children
Don't worry, be happy
Listen to what I say
In your life expect some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy, be happy now

Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy

Ooh
Don't worry
Ooh
Be happy
Ooh
Don't worry, be happy

 


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January 17, 2018
Tis A GOOD Day To BAKE! :)
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Day 2934-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining

 

Tomorrow it's back to the surgeons office. Both surgeons offices. Time to receive a first and second of both surgical re-checks. I have been on far-too-many rounds of antibiotics for my liking. Far too many stomach aches and the inability to consume much of anything while still remaining on antibiotics. Literally forcing protein shake after protein shake. Hopefully at least keeping me on various antibiotics over the past few weeks will pay off as far as a much quicker healing time!

With the need to clear my mind before tomorrows appointments... tis a GREAT day to BAKE!

One thing that this gal has never made before... at least as far as I can remember... is Rice Krispy Treats~YUMMY! This is really suppose to be a self-explanatory, quick and easy recipe. Even a kid can make it! But of course, why make an easy recipe? I rather make mine with a twist!

Adding 3/4 cup of shredded coconut, melted white, mint and dark chocolate organic cocoa chips and a dash of tiny gold sprinkles! I may have to attempt this recipe a second time around after forgetting to let the melted marshmallows cool off a bit. What white, mint and dark chocolate organic cocoa chips and tiny gold sprinkles? They literally all melted into the hot marshmallows and Rice Krispies. OOPSIE! Surprised 

At least they fit perfectly in the new storage containers. How appropriately themed for me! Hehehehehe! Maybe the deer would had enjoyed a few treats? Nah! Eric will most likely devour them before even standing a chance to place a few outside on the deer feeding station. Hahahahaha! I learned a great deal from a very simple recipe. Let it cool before placing any type of ingredients that will easily melt upon heat! No need to share this recipe. Yes... it is pretty much self-explanatory. Or at least it should had been for me... hahahahaha! Minus the cute deer themed storage containers. That was a Christmas gift for little ole me.

What I still have yet to accomplish is setting my sights high with my drone that I received last year, November for my birthday. At least I do far better as a drone pilot, compared to crash after crash pilot Eric. HA! This evening I was finally able to maneuver the drone around the entire basement in mid-air. Once the snow clears, it's time to take this drone outdoors in hopes of learning to take some really neat high altitude photos of life here in the country! By the end of summer, I should be ready to take this drone out west to photograph the beautiful red rock mountains and miles upon miles of endless desert... I can't wait! Smile

 


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Updated: January 17, 2018 1:54 PM EST
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