Mood: chillin'
Now Playing: Day 2994-Chapter 3... Happiness~My Silver Lining
If music truly helps soothe the soul then today's Podcast~Blogcast video and song pretty much describes how my soul feels.
This afternoon... I began transitioning my very first steps into the care of the critical care specialists. The final puzzle pieces have been carefully fitted into a larger puzzle that is no longer. My body is not responding to various medications and at home treatments due to the progression of ovarian cancer that has now affected my lungs... the inability to breathe normally.
Myself and Eric went into an appointment believing either my heart and lung issues were related to asthma, COPD or due to my Gastroparesis or a combination of both on top of a poor immune system. We could have never predicted such a turn of events 3 weeks ago that started due to the largest ovarian tumor now becoming infected as it began infecting my blood and causing me to become toxic.
Guess you can say that sometimes things don't always go as planned... not with your health and in general... not with life. I have to quickly wrap my brain around all of this information as I go into further testing at the hospital starting tomorrow morning. I am now being quickly transitioning off of one round of various medications and at home treatments to go onto the next and final round in hopes of getting me somewhat stabilized.
As for now... being admitted is solely up to the patient... me.
Life... never take anything for granted.
Life... it's a beautiful thing.