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March 5, 2017
The GOOD Ole Days! EMPIRE HOUSE HOTEL :)
Mood:  surprised
Now Playing: Day 2617-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

Can't you just SMELL the history!

LOVE IT!

I absolutely love visiting old historical sites that still hold every single bit of charm about them!

EMPIRE HOUSE HOTEL

We actually ended up staying at this beautiful and quite prestigious hotel a week ago. Talking about a brain-break from the final Duke Energy tree hacking project!. I could not handle one more day hearing several different chain saws all going on at once. NO WAY! At least everyone came to a friendly agreement on giving us a one week, 'heads-up,' instead of a mere two minute warning. It also gave us a chance to secure a room at the historic Empire House hotel. Just a hop, skip and jump! Right down the street, along the river banks of another little, lazy, river town.

What a beautiful and quite mesmerizing historic hotel!

The Empire House was built in 1816 by a well known steamboat captain and owner Daniel Brown. The historic hotel is located along the banks of the Ohio River. The Empire House offers guests a break from the hustle and bustle of everyday life by blending historic charm and modern convenience. The hotel actually has 3 floors with a porch that spans the entire length of the second floor. It was a perfect way to end the evening while relaxing on a few old wooden rocking chairs. Eric was so relaxed, that he actually ended up drifting asleep while I took a few photos of the barges going up and down the river.

We learned quite a bit of some very interesting history about the hotel. Back in the day there were rumors that the owner, Captain Daniel Brown counterfeited bank notes. While visiting out of state, in New Orleans, he was arrested and imprisoned. He later died before ever going to trial.

During the periods between 1817-1844. The second floor of the hotel served as the first home of the Masonic Lodge. It was later used for balls, club meetings and by the Tippecanoe Club which was found by President William Henry Harrison.

In the 1820's Colonel S.S. Scott operated the building as the Commodore Perry Inn. Over the course of history the three-story building has been used as a hotel and apartment building. During the 1937 flood, it was noted that the waters reached halfway up the first floor of the Empire House. At that time the building was called, Dower Apartments. The apartments were advertised back then with entirely new furnishings and bedding. The cost for renting a room per day was $1.00-$1.50.

Talking about changes within our economy! History certainly does speak for itself. In more ways than one!

Since we stayed during the week. During the hotel's slow season. The owner, Marsha had our room already cleaned, sanitized and ready by the time we walked through the front door. I have to continue remaining, as far away from germs as possible. Marsha was not only very understanding, but extremely hospitable in accommodated us. We were not only taken back by the size of this gem of a historic beauty, but the inside as well did not disappoint! It wasn't overwhelming, but tastefully done as most of the original furniture still remains through out the hotel. We even got to see actual photos of the prior owner, Captain Daniel Brown and many others who occupied the building from long, long ago. It really was like time stood still! A walk back in the day... How life used to be... The good ole days.

We had our choice of rooms, since with it being the slow season, we chose one of the first floor rooms. One of the first original rooms built back in the early 1800's with lots of antiques, a claw foot tub and even a few modern day conveniences such as a coffee maker, small refrigerator and even a television which never got touched. That was because our bed never got touched either. Talking about the thick feeling of history that surrounds you in an old hotel like the Empire House! Even stepping foot near the bed left a really uneasy feeling that we most definitely were not alone. Not in this hotel. Not in this room. Whomever was present, clearly did not want us in their bed or even near their bed.

As soon as the sun began to set... The old historic building began to come alive. In more ways than one! There was certainly something about the bed. A very uneasy feeling that whomever owned that bed, did not want you near it. Eric didn't feel comfortable. I didn't feel comfortable. Even as we tend to always do when visiting or staying over at old historic sites. Even our equipment began to verify that we were not alone nor were we going to be sleeping in whomevers bed. Thick energy led to the most craziest night! So crazy, that whomever owns that bed, we firmly believe still resides in that bed. Later the next morning, we casually asked Marsha if she knew who owned the bed in the room or if the bed was bought at an estate sale. We were told that the bed and other original contents of the historic property came with it when she bought the building. Minus an old sewing machine and a few other items located through out the hotel. I wasn't sure if the owner believed in such things that we had witnessed, however, we were actually very surprised to find out that we weren't the first ones to experience a very odd feeling of not being alone. We were told that others have had similar experiences, although not in that particular room, but within other areas of the historic hotel.

The Empire House is most definitely one-of-a-kind! Not only is the size of the historic property impressive, but so is the amount of history that still seems to remain active to this very day. An experience not only worth sharing, but worth experiencing on your very own.

A step back in time...  The GOOD ole DAYS!

EMPIRE HOUSE HOTEL

 


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Updated: March 6, 2017 3:15 AM EST
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March 4, 2017
A SMILE At The End Of My Dental Rainbow! :)
Mood:  surprised
Now Playing: Day 2616-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

Yep, I just knew this was going to happen! Another year. Another beginning of more dental work. GEESH!

I predicted that no-way would I get out of not having to visit my dentists for another round of dental issues. Not that last years dental work, dental repairs and oral surgeries were enough to tip the ole wallet and checkbook, WAYY OVER! Looks like I got a mere 3 month break, this new year, in order to start back where I left off last year. Anything dental is downright expensive! Even with dental insurance that barely covers anything past the typical once or twice a year cleanings and x-rays. My dental costs go well beyond the point of any dental plan and it appears that this year will be no exception to the dental rule.

Time for new teeth!

On a very happier, brighter note... It took 2 months, but our insurance company finally came back with their review team decision. Regardless of pre-existing conditions, they are going to cover 80% of new dental work. YAYYY! That also includes... Are you ready? FINISHING MY NEW SMILE! YES! My new smile will FINALLY be completed within the next 2 weeks! YAYYYY! There is even a silver lining to be found at the dentists office! Not only was I super surprised and beyond excited, but so was my entire dental team who have been working to help save my smile for almost a year. Good things do come to those who wait! This gal will be SMILING like a crazy SMILING fool soon! Like... Within 2 weeks!

 YAYYYYY!

New hair, new teeth, what's next? How about, a new immune system? Yep, we are slowly working on that too and come early next week. In a mere 3 days... I will be finding out the first lab results of how immunotherapy is coming along in hopes of rebuilding a new immune system. I will also find out my post-oncology treatment status with regards to Tuesday mornings rescan which will show the oncologists what is going on with my tumors. Crossing my fingers and toes for results that show a very slow growth. Nothing new and nothing rapidly increasing in size. S-l-o-w would be ideal with my tumors.

Time to find lots of reasons to SMILE at the end of my dental rainbow!


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Updated: March 6, 2017 3:56 AM EST
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March 3, 2017
Even Change Can Be POWERFUL!
Mood:  vegas lucky
Now Playing: Day 2615-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

If anyone is to embrace change. It's ME.

Constant change? Well, that can honestly get to be a bit old, but one still has to learn to take the good with the bad. Accept change and even sometimes. Embrace it!

A little not-at-fault accident last week ended up with me driving a really nice new car. I highly suggest that when seeking cancer treatments. Always take someone to drive you, because you never know how you might feel afterwards. One oncology appointment turned into a little not-at-fault accident in the parking lot. It also turned into me now driving a new 2017 Ford SUV. A little silver lining from an unforeseen inconvenience and our insurance company making sure we are well taken care of and so is our car. As far as the other vehicle, passing out behind the wheel after an oncology treatment that left them physically incapable of driving? Thankfully, they are also OK, but an unfortunate lesson for them to learn. Don't drive yourself to and from any type of cancer treatment. Especially, if you are not able to exit the parking lot in a safe manner. No worries though... It's just a car and in time, it will be back in our hands again. Repaired. In the meantime...

I LOVE THIS NEW SUV!

Super comfy, super sleek, lots of room and heated seats! BONUS! My silver lining~

We are looking forward to getting our car back from the body shop sometime next week. Or... Are we?.. Heeheeheehee!

A no-nausea and no-tremors kind of day, means it's time to embrace this evenings change with the super fabulous and talented, Michelle. NO hair? DON'T care. A really super sporty, cute cut with lots of FIERCENESS kind of change! Time to rid the rest of the nasty chemicals from a years worth of various oncology treatments from my hair. A positive change! Healthy hair=Happy hair!

I was born to ROCK short HAIR! LOVE IT!!

No photo updates. Not just yet, but don't be surprised to find me sporting all sorts of various lengths and styles of hair. I have a closet full of secret hair magic and I'm not afraid to use it either! Heeheeheehee! When it comes to going back to a super dark hair color? Well... You can forget that ever happening again. I must admit...

BLONDES DO HAVE MORE FUN!  

 


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Updated: March 4, 2017 5:52 AM EST
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March 2, 2017
It's Official! We are B-A-C-K!
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Day 2614-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

It's been almost 3 weeks, but we are now officially back up and running! Full CYBER SPEED ahead!

What a mess, but as with lessons in life, one only grows stronger. A lot smarter too! If you have never owned a website nor designed every aspect of your website. When all hell hits... Expect it to take the power of many to help resolve very serious domain issues. Also... Legal issues.

A tremendous round of applause for everyone involved in helping to not only get this blog back up and running, but as of this morning... All four domains connected to this blog and the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign website are now officially back up and running.

YAYYYYYY!!

You can't keep a good gal down nor a good thing, as the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign is soon to hit a record 11,000,000 server requests. Talking about a huge success raising Gastroparesis Awareness one person, one city, one state and one country at a time!

Thank you for being patient with us, but most importantly... Thank YOU for being YOU~

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www.gastroparesisawareness.org

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http://www.gpawarenessfund.com/Kimberly/

 


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March 1, 2017
HAPPY 1ST DAY OF MARCH!
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Day 2613-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

HAPPY 1ST DAY OF MARCH!

Isn't March suppose to be considered, the luckiest month of the year? The Luck of the Irish month? If that is true, then clearly my luck of the Irish ran out after receiving my DNA ethnicity, ancestry report. No true Irish blood in this gal. If I ever could have really used some Irish luck. It was most definitely, today!

I have personally, never experienced a flash flood. I have never experienced what it is like to also be stuck in a tornado. I really would like to not experience either. Not in this lifetime, but of course, if there is something still left to experience in my lifetime. Clearly, it will find me.

The calm before the storm...

Thankfully, my oncologist gave me a medication to help me to sleep last night. The tremors and shakes from the allergy shots are horrible. They not only make me cranky, but they drive me nuts! It's no wonder that I do not drink caffeinated sodas or regular coffee. No caffeine, only decaf for this gal! I don't know how folks drink all of the various energy drinks out on the market? How do they sleep? At least I can say that I finally got some really good, quality sleep last night. As far as this evening? Forget it!

I was able to tag along with Eric, Snoreo and Littleblue this evening for a nice, relaxing walk along the river trails. The calm before the storm. The super scary, high winds, frightening hail, tornado watch, flash flood warning type of storms. A new experience to go through in life, kind of storms. EEEEE~YIKES!! Once we got home and began our normal daily household chores. The dark scary clouds started rolling into our little, lazy, river town. Generally, storms don't really bother me. That was of course, before moving into our not-so-stable home with a scary foundation. Located on the side of a wooded hill, among other houses on our street in the direct path of a very strong storm system that instantly turned me a firm believer... We need to GET THE HELL OUTTA THIS HOUSE! That kind of firm believer.

Today was one of Eric's rotating off days from work, but we already had decided for him to go ahead on doing some overtime. We have more oncology and medical bills to pay, than I would like to say. Overtime is important when it comes to never-ending medical bills. The nasty storms were already beginning to slam us on top of the hill, before Eric even had a chance to head out the door for work. I anticipated for us to eventually lose electric, but that wasn't going to happen. Not until after Eric left for work, in between the many tornado watches and flash flood warnings in our area. Talking about beginning to feel a bit nervous, as Eric was already running late leaving for work due to dodging the hail. It wasn't even, but a few hours after Eric left for work. Then all HELL hit!

I never really understood, flash floods. I assume maybe because I have never personally experienced a flash flood. Not in my lifetime. Maybe I should had said... SO FAR, not in my lifetime. That however, was about to quickly change as I got three warnings, back-to-back on my cell phone.

"FLASH FLOOD WARNING IN EFFECT."

I had yet to ever receive a weather warning on my phone. I only thought you received those if you have some sort of weather app downloaded on your phone. Talking about naive! Talking about getting to experience, first hand, what happens during a flash flood! A mere 3-minute warning before the water sounded like a bathtub quickly draining outside the living room windows. Not only did I begin to hear a very strange running water sound, but at the same time back-to-back, BANG! BANG! BANG! As the house started to once again, make very disturbing noises deep below the foundation. The hail was so loud, that I thought the windows were going to blow. The gusts of wind sounded more like a train coming through the wooded hillside. I can't remember ever being so panicked and scared in a storm. Not in this lifetime, but then again, I have yet to live in such a scary, unsafe home with a shifting and sinking foundation. We thought that the foundation game had finally stopped, but BOY we were wrong! VERY WRONG.

Forget worrying about the house at this very moment, when I firmly believed that either it was a tornado rolling through or something else. I didn't worry about myself. I was more worried about our fur children. As my fight-or-flight mode began kicking into gear! I quickly scrambled placing everyone in either cat carries, guinea pig travel boxes and even leashes on Littleblue and Snoreo. I can't believe in a mere few minutes. I was able to safely get our fur children into the basement. Although, what part of this scary house is really safe in the first place?!? There were so many loud noises around us, that I sent one text message to Eric and then the lights went out. A loud roar shook the entire house and then I could hear another loud sound as if someone let the bath water out of the tub. Right outside of the basement windows. We are lucky that our side of the street is not connected to two separate transformers that instantly blew and sounded like a bomb going off! That also shook the house as I prayed for safety and if I was granted such a wish. I would then sure the hell start looking once again, to get out of this scary, unsafe, unsettling home. AMEN!

Once the lights began to flicker. The electric on our side of the street turned back on, but the other side wasn't so lucky. As I quickly began taking everyone back upstairs. I took one look outside to see complete darkness. Only the homes on our side of the street now had electric. It was a good thing that I quickly brought our fur children back upstairs. The flash flood was not only going on outside of our home, but our basement flooded within only a mere 5 minutes after everyone was back upstairs to safety. A loud rattling sound of the basement door had me quickly grabbing a flashlight and then slowly walking down the basement steps. I wasn't very sure of what I would see next, but then again, this was another first for me. A first as well for Eric, once he got home from work and spent hours doing his best to free up the flash flood waters.

We not only had major flooding in both of our garages, but as well in the basement and all around the perimeter of our home. A first major claim on our home insurance policy. Assistance with the clean up process is the only claim covered since we still have pre-existing issues with our home. THANKS, once again, to the sellers handing us a fictitious property disclosure before buying our home of far too many lemons. This house is not only unstable, but it's outright SCARY in any type of storm! This is just the beginning of what they predict, the worst spring and summer storm season yet in history due to global warming. EEEE~YIKES! Let's just say, that myself and Eric will be doing everything in our power to get into a safe home. The sooner... The safer! Far away from this house that is nothing, but a death trap waiting to happen. This means going back to the drawing board. It won't be easy, trying to figure out what to do next, but it's a MUST.

 This evening? It was enough for me. Far enough for us!


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February 28, 2017
Immunotherapy Day... Round 2..
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Day 2612-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

It's already the last day of February?!? Where does the time go? I have a hunch that this year is going to continue flying on by...

I used to get some really good sleep. Before this next great treatment adventure began, anyways. Lately, getting any type of decent sleep has been virtually impossible and that makes for one very cranky gal! Some days... I can't even handle myself. HA! Another early morning RISE N' SHINE! Time for the second round of outpatient Immunotherapy treatment and allergy shots to help some-what counteract the side effects. Back to the second round of post-allergy jitters and shakes. GRRRRR!

In less than a week. It's time for my next rescan and labs. The tumors never left, but only continue to annoy me and my entire team of amazing specialists. I have yet to avoid the consistent round-upon-round, upon round of antibiotics. My doctors do not anticipate for me to ever have much, if any type of break from needing to constantly be on antibiotics. It is such a slow, steady pace with not knowing if Immunotherapy drugs will help rebuild some type of immune system for my body. I have depleted what little immune system I had left before oncology treatments began last year. My body temperature is still up and down like a yo-yo. Myself and Eric were told to expect the constant changes since my body has really no sense of temperature due to what is going on with everything, internally. It's been one hell of a challenge with constant changes, but if anyone is to handle such twists, turns, ups and downs. It's this gal... Me, myself and I.

I just past my 2 year prognosis since the great tumor mystery was finally solved. February 8th was my two year mark. Let's face it. I have SO MUCH to still be thankful for in this crazy place we call, "Life." Ovarian cancer is a very tricky monster. Much like any type of cancers. The earliest it can be discovered. The better the odds of a possible cure. My ovarian issues had far too much time to brew up and then begin raising the ole red flags. We know that the largest tumor never was zapped, fried, starved or whatever you would like to call experimental oncology treatments. To make it to the 2 year mark. Is one hell of an accomplishment! Not only are my specialists still in complete awe and amazement. Every time this gal walks through their office doors. With each educational office visit, test, rescan or anything else connected to my journey. Only allows me to be that much more educated and in the know of what I am battling.

Isn't 'knowing' half of the battle anyways? As far as for myself. It sure is! Knowledge is power.

FIGHTING POWER!


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February 27, 2017
Have A HEART~
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Day 2611-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

This is the most difficult blog, in the history of this blog. A blog entry that should had never made it's way to this blog. A once in a lifetime event, that I hope remains as such...

Once in a lifetime.

I am a firm believer. That God places those in the toughest situations in life for good reason. God's reason.

It was a tough night trying to get some decent sleep. I have been having one heck of a time, trying to get comfortable, in between having to constantly get up and down to take various treatment medication. Not only has my appetite vanished due to side effects from Immunotherapy, but slowly is my weight. They say it won't be easy, not for awhile anyways...

This weekend, I remained determined as ever to once again, brave the trails that run along the river. I refuse to be stuck at home. Eric has been going solo, other times I can only watch from a mere front car window, but today? Today would be different. What I didn't realize. Is just how different today would end up becoming. A permanent place, forever sketched into my heart.

They say, that everything happens for a reason. People are placed in circumstances for a reason. God chooses the right people to help in time of need. Today, God chose me.

I was successful in getting up, getting dressed and heading out to walk the river trails with Eric, Snoreo and Littleblue. It was a much later, than usual walk, but I was determined as ever to not sit at home or in the front seat of the car. We found a off road parking area along the river trails last week. This allows us to enjoy a more peaceful walk, solo, without worrying if someone else is walking their pet, without a leash. For some reason, this evening we decided to park at the reserved river trail parking area. The area where also children enjoy playing on the new swings and other outdoor play sets.

We always begin our walk with Eric holding onto Snoreo and Littleblue's leash. Overwhelming excitement of taking a walk on the trails makes handling two energetic fur kids a challenge in the beginning. Half way through the walk, I take over Littleblue's leash, but today was different. As we completed our walk to the half way point. I noticed an orange cat make it's way down from the house on the hill, across the street from the trails, towards the busy road. Surely, the cars coming down the road were going to notice the cat?. Especially since they were not yet near where the cat was going to cross.

A once in a lifetime. That I never anticipated to happen in my lifetime. Happened.

The sound still runs through my brain today, as it did the exact day and hour that it happened. As the beautiful, orange colored, fluffy hair elderly cat crossed the road and no one stopped. The sound was so loud, that all I could do was stand frozen. In mere disbelief in what was happening. Not only did one car. Not stop. Neither did the second car as it senselessly hit the cat and then paused, but as well, took off down the road.

God places those in the saddest of situations in life for a reason. God has a plan and sometimes... You are God's plan.

This blog has been backtracked due to the website and domains being down for over a week. Since the blog has been back up and running. It has taken me awhile to post this entry, due to not wanting to relive the moment, but also due to overwhelming sadness of how cruel and heartless we have all become in today's society. Not only was the sound of the cat being hit and bones shattered to pieces disturbing, but so was watching this all unfold and it's lifeless body being thrown in the air from tires lifting him off the ground. In my book. ONCE was quite ENOUGH. I looked over at Eric and without asking for his blessing. I told him to take Snoreo and Littleblue back to the car. I only asked that he keep walking, get into the car and grab the sheet and blanket that we keep over the back seat. I don't remember anything after that point, nor what Eric was saying. I had a job to do and rescuing that poor, lifeless cat laying on the road was my #1 goal.

I absolutely, REFUSED, to allow any other car to literally keep running over it's body. If that meant me running onto a very busy road, in order to remove the cat to safer ground. Then so be it. It will be done.

Eric told me later in the evening. That he did a mad dash with both leashes in hand back to the car. Fearful that I would get hit. As I looked at cars coming down both sides of the busy road. I made my determined way to the cat that laid lifeless. My heart... Sank. I even stopped cars on one side of the road, because they were not even going to stop for me. Clearly, we have a problem with ourselves. If you can't stop for an animal. Then I surely don't expect for you to stop for me, but I won't go down with just a few hits. OH NO! It's going to take a hell of a lot more for me! I not only counted the one, initial car that I had to flag down in order to prevent them from hitting me. Clearly, they saw the cat and they saw me, but they didn't stop. Not only did they not stop, but I counted 10 other cars behind them that didn't stop. Not only single car stopped to ask if I needed help. Not one. That, within itself, was a true lesson of life. This life, in this day and age. Our society. A new, very real, narcissistic, inhumane way in how we not only treat animals, but how we now treat one another. "Who cares," seems to be today's norm.

Where is your heart?

As I stood there in the middle of the road, daring the next person to hit me. Eric pulled on the other side of the road as I quickly made my way to the car in order to grab the sheet and blanket. Eric didn't need to say a thing, because he knew that my heart was in a good place. I was determined. If I was ever to die in any type of way. Saving an animal, for me, would not shock one single soul. If you know me. Really... Know me. You would already know, as you continue reading this blog, smiling. As I took the sheet and blanket out of Eric's hands. I told him to take the dogs home and come back. Eric of course, got a bit nervous as he attempted to plea with me in fear I would get hit, but I wasn't going to leave the cat out in the middle of the road. Not after what I had witnessed. Something that I pray to God. I never have to witness, ever again in my lifetime.

Once again, I looked up into the sky, said a prayer that God would allow clearance for me to pick the cats lifeless body out of the road and onto the hillside. I believe that we are put in situations within life by God's will. Not only did I look both ways to see, not one single car in sight, on a very busy two lane country road that ran along the river. I was able to kneel down on the ground and slowly place the sheet and winter green blanket, a Christmas gift, around it's lifeless body. As I looked down at the beautiful orange colored, fluffy cat. I said a prayer to God, asking that the cat need not suffer any pain. A mere moment seemed frozen in time, as I closed my eyes and saw this same beautiful orange cat that now goes by the name, Chester Orangie Angel, look up at me smiling. Letting me know that he safe and now in God's hands. In Heaven.

This isn't the first to experience such a blessing, in which I have come to realize over the course of my lifetime. I have a gift that most do not have. I consider my gift, special. A gift from God. After I opened my eyes, I began picking up his body with the sheet and blanket as I safely made my way to the other side of the road. I placed Chester Orangie Angel on the hillside and called Eric to let him know my location. As soon as I hung up the phone. Another first began to quickly unravel as up on top of the hillside, sat a house with a porch light that clicked on and what appeared to be an elderly woman's voice, "Chester. Come here Chester. Mommy has your treats for you. Chester. Chester where are you?" If your heart has dropped at this very second. Imagine my heart as I said out loud, "Oh my God. Is this really happening? Why God? Why me?" I knew at this point, deep in my heart. This beautiful, orange color, fluffy cat that now remained lifeless in my arms was her beloved Chester. At this point. I had no other choice, but to say a prayer as I some how scaled the hillside with Chester Orangie Angel wrapped in the sheet and green blanket. I knew better than to allow for anyone in the house to see what was in the blanket, until I knew for certain. This was their beloved pet.

Eric had still yet to call me back. In fact, it was my fault that it took him awhile to locate me since I had forgotten that I turned off my cell phone. I decided before going up to the front door, to place Chester Orangie Angel out of eyes view, back down towards the bottom of the hill. I only made that decision, in fear that it would only make the owners more upset. It was the best split second decision, I could had ever made. In a situation that was already not only very upsetting, sad and utmost disturbing. I once again proceeded back up the hill to hear the elderly woman open the door for a second time, "Chester! Chester! Where are you Chester?" I stood there in complete disbelief as I whispered the words, "Why me God? Why me?" One knock, then two knocks at the front door and an elderly gentleman standing proud with his highly decorated veteran military hat opened the door, smiled and once again. It was as if time stood still. Something was different, yet I couldn't pinpoint it, but later would find out a very touching, heartfelt story about the couple who live up on the hill. An elderly couple with hearts full of kindness, compassion and love for each other, stronger than the sea itself. The most lovely couple that myself and Eric have ever met in a very long time. A couple who dedicated their lives in helping to save animals. 

A couple living with Alzheimer's in a home that was taken care of, along with their beloved fur children, by one amazing daughter.

As the smiling gentleman stood at the door. I proceeded to ask him if they had any pets. Specifically, any cats. The gentleman didn't answer, only smiled as the daughter came to the door after overhearing me. I knew at that very moment, this was their beloved Chester. A 17 year old, elderly cat, their beloved fur child that filled their hearts with joy. An indoor cat that was only allowed for a brief breath of fresh air in the evenings outdoors, but always remained within sight of the owners and their daughter. Their beloved feline family member that began just a month ago, with his own early signs of dementia. As I began to ask the daughter, if they had any cats. The smiling gentleman's wife quickly came to the door and asked if I had seen her Chester? As I stood there, in utter disbelief, as my heart sank deeper. The daughter proceeded to ask her parents to stay indoors while we looked for their Chester. Tears began forming in the daughters eyes as she looked at me and said, "Something happened to Chester, didn't it." I could only nod my head as she began to cry and then proceeded to become frightened for her parents as her Mother opened the door and began looking for Chester. It took a bit, before she could safely get her Mother back into the house. She didn't want her Mom to see Chester this way as she began to explain to me that both of her parents are suffering from Alzheimer's. The daughter not only lived with her parents, but as well took care of her parents and their beloved cats. As she told me, "Chester is one of 3 cats. My parents other children."

As I began to slowly make my way back down the steep hill, towards Chester. Eric pulled up across the street and quickly got out of the car. We both assisted the daughter down the hill to make sure this was their beloved pet. It only took a mere second, after the evening street light kicked on and shined down upon Chester's long, orange, fluffy hair. We actually had to take a few photos of Chester's face, now known as Chester Orangie Angel, due to the daughter not wanting to see or remember the other part of their beloved 17 year old family members mangled, lifeless body. All she could do was cry and node her head, "yes," when we asked if this was possibly her parents beloved cat. Before her Mom opened the door and forced her way down the hill with Eric's assistance. The story of Chester and how much her parents loved this beautiful elderly cat came to life. Chester was not only loved more than we will ever know, but he was their everything. The daughter looked up at me, as all I could do was give her a hug in hopes of bringing some sort of comfort, as she said, "The cats are their kids. They don't go out much. They are all they know."

God has a purpose for both me and you. I know God had a purpose for me today. There is a reason for everything in life. Even when you hope that the time never comes. Watching someone's beloved pet get senselessly killed. Watching someone's heart break not just for their beloved pet, but for a beautiful couple, her parents that never deserved Alzheimer's. No one deserves Alzheimer's and no one deserves to have a pet that this couple so passionately loved, so senselessly killed by others. Animals not only become our beloved pets. They become part of our family. I watched 2 cars that did such a horrible, senseless act of killing, not only do such a thing, but as well... Both cars never stopped. 2 cars and 10 other cars that followed. Occupied vehicles by those whom have no heart. Amen.

I believe that God places people in various circumstances for good reason. It's God's will to have me placed in a very hard circumstance today, but I would not have it any other way. I would not change how I reacted in this situation, never, not ever. I also believe that God watches over us. Even those who senselessly did not stop for an elderly pet that died so senselessly by humans who had the chance to stop. They didn't. Lastly, I am a believer. A firm believer that God remembers those who have a heart when they are called back home to Heaven.

As promised to their daughter, who so compassionately stays with her parents at their home. Not a nursing home. Not any other home, but the home where the lived their entire lives. A place where they raised their daughter and a place where their daughter plans to care for them during a very sad shared Alzheimer's journey. The couple with a heart of gold. A heart that goes beyond most of us will ever know and the joy of taking care of and loving pets that need only one thing. LOVE. Today was the hardest lesson and the most heart shattering experience that I have ever had to endure so far in my lifetime. Even so... Yes, there is still a silver lining. A blessing from God as promised to the daughter and her parents. Chester Orangie Angel had a very proper burial and even got blessed with holy water. He was carefully brought to a very safe haven. A place where he can rest peacefully with a soft, warm blanket and two small cat toys cradled in his paw. A close place where the couple and their daughter can visit Chester Orangie Angel.

Our Home.

We all have a heart. I can only pray that by sharing my story. We can all learn to use our heart not only more willingly, but more compassionately.

LOVE conquers ALL~ 


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February 26, 2017
Time For ANOTHER Change! :)
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Day 2610-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

May 2017

The third week of May will mark 1 year since starting my oncology treatments. 1 year since beginning radiation. A year since I had to start from scratch with my poor hair, among other things that have unfortunately suffered since beginning various oncology treatments.

Before, during and after treatments. I did my best to maintain a daily diet which mainly consisted of all liquids, but as well, high protein prescription meal supplemental shakes, various liquid vitamins and other quite unique concoctions. Everything helped to a certain extent, even with my hair that went from super long. To a very short shave. NO hair? Don't CARE.

It's been tough trying to get back to where I once used to be and not just internally, but externally. I have done all that one can, as well... As one has been asked, but my hair? It never truly bounced back to what it used to be, before oncology treatments. Now that I am on my second week of Immunotherapy. My body is once again showing signs of what is quickly to come, as far as treatment side effects. I was warned in advance, but much like radiation and other treatments. I have no choice in the matter. What is and what will be.

Since I have to remain as much out of the public as possible, during normal hours when society is existing, due to needing to protect a new immune system in progress. I made an appointment with Michelle this evening. Her last appointment of the day. This way I wouldn't have to subject myself to any potential germs from various winter viruses going around our little, lazy, river town.

I assume, that even I had a bit of high hopes when it came time to find out the real truth about my hair growth. I even let my hair go, with just mere at-home trims over the past year with the help of a dear friend back in Ohio, Annette. However, over the past few months I have noticed a huge change with my hair. What once was growing back, is no longer, as slowly chunks of hair have been falling victim to the shower drain. You know what comes next. Right?

R-i-g-h-t...

You can consume all the high protein, highly nutritional, prescription dietary drinks all day long, but that won't necessary make you healthy. You can also maintain a life long healthy lifestyle like Bob Harper, the beloved trainer from the hit television show, 'The Biggest Loser.' Living a super healthy lifestyle, with a spot-on weekly work out plan, but even that did not save him from a recent heart attack. Of all places, at the gym, while working out. No one and I mean, NO ONE. Not even, Bob Harper, the world renown trainer from the 'Biggest Loser,' is exempt from suffering a health catastrophe. No one is invincible. Even looking healthy, living healthy and being healthy doesn't necessarily mean, you are healthy.

Is anyone safe from a hidden internal war within? Even with the most advance medical technology in this day and age? No.

Sure, I miss having my super long and super healthy hair. Before getting really sick and I don't mean Gastroparesis. I mean before tumors, before treatments, before putting a brave face on while a serious battle began to change my life. It hasn't all been bad. Most of my journey has been a blessing in disguise. The best life lessons are learned out of suffering. Before treatments, I would had FLIPPED OUT on the idea of losing my hair! I am talking the first time. As of this evening, we have unfortunately come to terms with the reality of once again, losing my hair. A second time.

No hair? Don't care.

It isn't the end of the world. It's just the end of doing my absolute best at trying to regrow my hair. The nasty side effects of Immunotherapy drugs have once again caused hair that was growing back, to now once again, come out. My hair was beginning to actually look healthy and feel healthy. That was before realizing that even all the prescription dietary changes in the world, doesn't necessary guarantee you to instantly start to become healthy now or later. Not even the best doctors in the world can predict one internal factor from the next when it comes to the human body. Our health.

Could Bob Harper even had predicted a heart attack while doing the most healthiest thing of all? Working out? Even while trying to do your best to become healthy. Medical ailments, illness and even cancer does not discriminate.

Once again, I am going to put my fears aside. I am going to suck up my pride and yes, even my hair disappointments. The second time around. Come Wednesday, I will embrace another new change. It isn't the end of the world you see.

It's just hair and I am still ME.

  


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February 25, 2017
CYBER~ALIVE! :)
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Day 2609-Next GP Chapter... Turning Lemons Into Lemonade :)

 

1 Domain Back UP! 3 Domains... Still Down.

Tis the joys and oh-so-much FUN! 

All the endless hours... when one has to once again, deal with issues regarding domains that literally went, POOF!

If you were the one, of many, permalink blog readers that noticed not only this blog, but also, the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign website go... POOF! You are not alone. Actually, the connected Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign email accounts had to be placed on temporary vacation mode due to not being able to keep up with the, "WHAT THE *@#@! HAPPENED?! Various emails and concerned folks wondering *#@*?!?. One day we are UP and running. The next day? We are DOWN and in one hell of a mess!

Over a week later? Both blog and one domain connected to the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign is now back up and running.

YAYYYY! Way, WAY too many parties involved in handling such a complete mess. I am sure, they are also now screaming... YAYYY!

As of today. We still have 3 domains connected to the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign still somewhere out in cyberworld. POOF! They are still currently being found through various legal means. I am a million percent confident, that the other 3 connected domains will be back up and running soon!

Thank you everyone for being so patient. Much gratitude and deep appreciation to those who helped bring us back up ALIVE and KICKIN!

 CYBER~ALIVE

There might be a few issues that we anticipate to arise within the next few weeks, but hang in there with us! You can't keep a good thing down. Never!

This domain now currently back up, running and active for the Gastroparesis Awareness Campaign website:

www.gpawarenessfund.com

This blog link now currently back up, running and active:

http://www.gpawarenessfund.com/Kimberly/

*Remaining domains-website links will be updated once they become available


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February 24, 2017
My DNA Ethnicity Results... UMMMM?...
Mood:  surprised
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One would ASSUME... A really bad word to use in most instances... That since their Grandmother's own Mother was Sioux Indian. Some where, within your own DNA would be at least a teeny, tiny, smidgen of as well... Sioux Indian.

One would ASSUME... Since they were born and raised to believe that they were part Irish and German, that some where within their own DNA would be at least a teeny, tiny, smidgen of as well... Irish and German.

Stegman is considered a German name. "Stegman, Family Crest & Coat of Arms. The roots of the distinguished German surname Stegman. The name is derived from the Old High German word, "steg." The problem is not with the name being German nor that the last name Irick does come from Ireland, but that I have zero, zilch, nada German or Irish in my DNA. As of today's results, after the lab taking almost 2 months. It has been 100% confirmed that I have zero, zilch, nada Irish or German in my DNA. Call me crazy, but the stories growing up of what I assumed as far as my heritage, just got thrown out the door.

HELLO... DNA ETHNICITY RESULTS!

Forget being labeled as the family, "Black Sheep." BAH! I think I was born as the Milk Man's secret British love child. Hahahahaha!

If that isn't crazy enough to make one really sit back, jaw hitting the floor as I was the first to read my DNA results. Imagine my surprise to read my actual and 100% 'accurate' DNA ancestry, ethnicity results that even to this very hour. Have myself, Eric and a few best friends even shaking their heads in utter shock and disbelief. I even contacted the customer service phone number for the lab in order to make sure that I was sent the right results. Hahahahaha!

You ready? Here is my official DNA ancestry, ethnicity results.

"DRUM ROLL`PLEASE!"

Ethnicity DNA for Kimberly

AMOUNT: American <1%

AMOUNT: Saudi Arabian 4%

AMOUNT: British 95%

Not only is this UNREAL, but as well they gave me the name of my first cousin whom shares my Grandparents. 99.9% DNA match. I actually was given the opportunity to send a private message in hopes of connecting to the new first cousin, in which, I found out lives in Wales. He also speaks, Welsh. It just can't get any crazier can it? OH YES, IT CAN! It most CERTAINLY CAN!

I also have a third and fourth cousin in which, I received an email from one of the fourth cousins late last night. 99.9% DNA match. Imagine myself and Eric's facial expressions of disbelief when we read that she lives in Abu Dhabi, Saudi Arabia. SAY... WHAT?!

Since I am now, DNA proven, NOT 100% American. Only a less than 1% mere American. I better watch my back before Donald Trump deports me back over to my native land.

WALES.

95% of my ancestry resides in Wales.

There is more to this crazy, speechless DNA ethnicity of mine. The so called, "Black Sheep" of the family that is actually a 95% British Gal and 4% Saudi Arabian, with less than 1% American. I'm not sure if I want to start learning how to make the popular dish in Wales, 'Cawl.' Or get my tent ready to head out in search of newly discovered wealth in the Abu Dhabi oil fields?.

Isn't life just one big ole... SURPRISE?

It SURE IS!


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