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Now Playing: Day 689-The Final Road To Survival
Around 3am Littleblue kept looking out the window then she would come over to me and start howling. Of course this woke up Oreo who was sound asleep and even I was close to drifting off to lala land! OK. So after a few minutes of having Littleblue stare me down I got her leash and opened the front door and guess what I saw? SNOW! BEAUTIFUL S N O W....WONDERFUL SNOW! GLORIOUS S N O W! (Yes, I was singing this too! hee,hee,hee,hee!)
I can't believe its snowing! WOOHOO! Just goes to show you the weather channels are never right. This was a great packing snow too! Although with it being 3am I tend to think if I started to have any sort of snowball fight the neighbors might think I lost my mind. Hahahaha!
Instead Littleblue got to enjoy the snow and even played in it for a bit. We both love snow! Oreo deals with it but he won't last too long outside before wanting to come back into the house so once I let him in me and Littleblue spent a few more minutes enjoying it!
Although this was suppose to be treatment day I still have been dealing with the nausea and intestinal pain so I wasn't feeling safe. Tomorrow I have my second round of dental work then I must come back home to start the ole Hell-In-A-Jug. I guess I better enjoy today before being back down for the count.
This was a typical BLAH MONDAY. I was dragging all day with lack of energy and just feeling exhausted. My friend also felt drained so we decided to hit the road and head to an outlet mall that is only a 40 minute drive away. It might be a good thing it was pretty close because after only 30 minutes the spinal pain started firing up so we had to make a few stops on the way. Sadly I only lasted an hour at the outlet mall. It was a perfect driving day though and its so relaxing looking at the open road and all the untouched fields that haven't been destroyed by human hands yet. AMEN! Regardless of the pain it was a relaxing drive on the way up and back. We didn't buy anything but I just enjoy getting out of my house-jail and feeling a bit normal. Its nice blending in with the rest of society and putting Gastroparesis in the back of my mind. 
I have a very long week ahead of me so the rest of the evening was spent taking it easy and catching up on bills. I sure hope tomorrow will be my last dental visit and I can catch a break for once! Its a different life when you are sick. You must accept your condition and embrace the changes it brings. What I will never accept though is lack of respect from others. So far my stress has been kept at a minimum as I continue making positive changes to live a better and higher quality of life. 
Boy! If only Littleblue could talk! If only she could drive! Its mornings like today that I realize sometimes Gastroparesis not only leaves you extremely vulnerable but darn helpless as heck too!
Once my Mom left to head back to her house I called my specialist and was questioned why I didn't get the blood work and tests done he ordered over two weeks ago. OOPS! I paused for a moment and honestly said, "I meant to have them done but since I have to get the scan for the cyst in my chest next week I figured I would do both at the same time." It sounded good but it didn't work and I was firmly reminded things need to be done ASAP. Sooner not later. 

My friend walked around with their jaw on the ground seeing this mall is full of people who know the word: EXCESS! With high end retailers that scream $$$$ and endless woman with more botox and silicone that could stop any pool leak it was clear to me these people were not in the land of reality. Once we passed the Apple store one would think they were giving phones and laptops away. WOW! What I was really thinking was maybe these people need to put the phone idea to the back of their over stuffed pocket books and instead take that money and help some of the families who lost everything in yesterdays vicious storms. Amazing isn't it when your sick and you can smell snotty, rude and obnoxious folks from miles away?...I wasn't impressed by the lack of common curiosity with the over rated mall and its over rated bad taste in clothing people (not to mention is Edward Scissor Hands their hair stylist?) who walked around with their noses up in the air.
After taking a walk in another world we decided to go back to the house seeing I was still feeling off balance and this boat feeling needs to dock soon! With all the new things I am doing to see if it helps improve my health I am also back to every other day juicing. Scary enough near the good stuff is the jug of really, really bad stuff. YIKES! Its enough to scare the food out the refrigerator! Hahahaha! Two more days to go before another treatment begins. My how time flies by when you are faced with fun in a jug...
This afternoon literally turned into a weather nightmare. Later this evening those who live in the area realized just how fortunate we truly were since they estimate so far around 17 tornados in just a few hours. How we escaped I have no idea but someone must had been looking out for those in the surrounding counties. Sadly some were not so lucky. They say during the worst crisis is when you find true heroes and those who risk their lives to help others.



I had to chuckle and was a taken back a bit looking at a young blond haired woman who was ME! WOW! This was obviously the first year of my Gastroparesis diagnosis and when we first moved into the house. My friend had to do a double take and could only say, "WOW! That's YOU?!" Yes, for me it was also the good ole days but looking back at some photos I realized just how far I have come and for the better. Funny how life works isn't it?
It was wonderful taking a glimpse back in time and I am so glad to have had such a compassionate and kind hearted neighbor. He will truly be missed but never forgotten.

Since I can't eat I figured why not try to get my mind off the pain, nausea and waves of vomiting by cooking for others. It was a great idea to get my mind off of everything and it always helps a bit to stay busy! I opted for my mixture of fruits and vegetables I juiced from my Jack Le Lemme machine, Slimfast, SmartWater, MetroElectro Water and a 8oz bottle of non fat chocolate Nesquik. Zero solid foods seeing drinking liquids already aggravates my angry insides quite enough! At least the overload of vitamins I now have to take on a daily basis might help me a bit. So far I can't tell much if any difference but its only been three days.
I am back on my treadmill in the evenings hoping to get some relief from the stomach and intestinal pain. Let's just say I am drawling straws here and willing to try anything to keep me out of the local emergency room. With flu season just now starting I am also back to wearing my masks when out in the public. I will have to continue through spring and summer when allergy season they are predicting will be the worst yet. My head can wait!
I got some beautiful yellow roses today and it was exactly what I needed to brighten my day. The fur kids enjoy smelling them although one of the fur kitties decided to take a bite out of one of the roses this evening. It must not had tasted so pleasant because they left the half chewed piece on the table for me. Hahahaha!

A place everyone could go and ask questions, exchange ideas, vent and most important to connect and find lifetime friends.
I am happy to say every goal has been attained and the online GP family has truly been a huge blessing in my own life. I call them my family and I am sure everyone in the group also agrees because there have been friendships established that continue to test the hands of time.
We are a tight knit family and what one goes through we all go through together.
I want to say, "Thank YOU" to all my fellow GP family members for being my rock and strength during some of the most difficult times in my life. You have all taught me so much over the years as you continue to inspire me to become a better person.



I have yet to meet anyone who has to endure this liquid dynamite on a daily basis. Heck! I haven't even met anyone who has to endure this stuff on a monthly basis. I guess I continue to be in a league all my own...Maybe one day and SOON they will find something better. One can only hope!
Once I got home I finished up some house chores then attempted to find something to mix with this new Slimfast. Why in the world they changed the formula and consistency after how many years I have no idea but they did and it doesn't agree with me. I tried watering it down but its still very hard for me to consume. I can't tolerate Boost or Ensure because it won't stay down. There is a cat named Zoey down south who will fight you over a bottle of Ensure. My friend AnnMarie said she is lucky to finish a bottle without Zoey being right by her side. Hahahaha! Too funny! I bet with Zoey drinking all the Ensure there is a few extra years added now to the nine lives! Hee,hee,hee,hee...
Here's to Drano Monday and may it be a stress-free one too!
The animal gang had a play date set with Jingles puppy who isn't so 'little' anymore. He is almost the same size as Oreo. At only four months old I can't imagine how big he will be once fully grown. Littleblue has had so much energy lately that its been great allowing her to have some play time with Jingles and giving him a run for his money! Hahahaha! Oreo isn't so nervous around Jingles anymore and I assume it has to do with Jingles now being a bit older.
The weather has started to get much cooler again which is nice because the ground will be frozen enough for the gang to play outside in the backyard. My spring flowers are already starting to come close to blooming so something sure has to change soon because flu season is even running late and that is scary! YIKES! Everyone stay far, far away from me! Last thing I need is to catch the flu. Amen!
I decided to have a pizza night with friends. Of course I do love to cook but milk products are a huge no-no for this gal. I do fairly OK with the small Dannon yogurt drinks but assume because they are so small and come in a tiny little bottle. Cheese and me just don't mix. Neither does ice cream. Sadly my Gastroparesis has taken the ability to eat much of anything. I can count on one hand now what I can tolerate and that isn't much. Regardless I still love to cook and enjoy the smells of all the various foods as well my friends appreciate the thought that goes into cooking. It makes me happy to see them enjoy the food. The homemade pizza was another huge hit and left a few very full stomachs. Me? I got out my juicer machine and blended my fruits and veggies for the next few days. At least I am getting all the vitamins in one juicing session but now to just get my body to absorb them. I asked my specialists for a prescription to get some time released vitamins. What you can buy at the store works great if you have a normal GI tract and digestive system. For me I need something much stronger and something that has a rapid absorption. My hair and nails haven't been growing so I am in dire need. I know the ole Drano is to blame for half of the problem but the other is due to my Idiopathic Gastroparesis. Anything at this point is worth a try! If all else fails I guess at least I will keep my local wig store in business. 