Now Playing: Day 684-The Final Road To Survival
I just knew since this last treatment hit me way too fast I would still be paying for it a few days later. Here I am and on top of no sleep I have the worst pain as if someone lit a torch around my stomach. FLIPPIN OUCH!
A dear fellow GP friend said after their treatments using magnesium citrate it feels as if someone lit a match to their insides. AMEN! Lets remember this stuff isn't meant to be taken on a daily basis. This goes for the Hell-In-A-Jug I must endure in order not to become toxic and also for those who have to consume magnesium citrate by the bottles on a weekly basis. Yes! this is life and a crazy GP life it is!
Since I can't eat I figured why not try to get my mind off the pain, nausea and waves of vomiting by cooking for others. It was a great idea to get my mind off of everything and it always helps a bit to stay busy! I opted for my mixture of fruits and vegetables I juiced from my Jack Le Lemme machine, Slimfast, SmartWater, MetroElectro Water and a 8oz bottle of non fat chocolate Nesquik. Zero solid foods seeing drinking liquids already aggravates my angry insides quite enough! At least the overload of vitamins I now have to take on a daily basis might help me a bit. So far I can't tell much if any difference but its only been three days. I am back on my treadmill in the evenings hoping to get some relief from the stomach and intestinal pain. Let's just say I am drawling straws here and willing to try anything to keep me out of the local emergency room. With flu season just now starting I am also back to wearing my masks when out in the public. I will have to continue through spring and summer when allergy season they are predicting will be the worst yet. My head can wait!
I got some beautiful yellow roses today and it was exactly what I needed to brighten my day. The fur kids enjoy smelling them although one of the fur kitties decided to take a bite out of one of the roses this evening. It must not had tasted so pleasant because they left the half chewed piece on the table for me. Hahahaha!
After a not so nice head and Gastroparesis day I told my friend to get the Wii system together so I could get my mind off things. Once I got out of the shower and changed clothes I was told all my Wii games went POOF! I honestly thought it was an early April Fools Day joke since I moved them to a wall storage cabinet near the game system. I not only checked there but the other storage cabinet and sure enough all 10+ games since I lost track how many I had now had disappeared! I won't say where they went but word to the wise: When someone has an addiction problem and you keep giving them chance after chance to change just remember people don't change until they want to change and become a better person. What a really shallow thing to do taking games and something someone enjoys doing to help keep their mind off pain from being sick. Lesson learned from my end! Nice is as nice does and nice isn't being given out freely anymore. AMEN!
Late this evening before I got my couchbed together to relax and watch some TV a friend went up the street to buy three new Wii games to start my new collection. What a very kind thing to do and it goes to show you kindness is not all gone in others nor is my faith in people. Maybe I need to get the four wig heads to guard this new collection since four brains are better than one! Hahahaha!