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One would think today was a lazy fur kid day...

Not that waking up until 3pm wasn't late enough but after getting two walks and a defurminator brush out the entire gang was done for the day! Hahahaha! I tend to think this crazy weather jumping back and forth from winter to spring is to blame. Everyone lately seems to be coming down with some sort of virus or horrible allergy problems. My doctors have warned me this is just a taste of things to come. I have a hunch this might be the worst allergy season we have ever seen and if so just send the plane and here I come the mountains of Colorado!
I can only handle so many days in a row stuck in the house so today I ran some errands even taking the fur kids along for the ride. Oreo needs his toenails clipped and since the rain has let up this was a perfect opportunity to visit his groomer. Littleblue is continuing to shed her winter coat a few months early and what a mess! I must now vacuum the house once a day in order to stay on top of the hair. Luckily I have a defurminator rack so every day she gets brushed in the basement. Its a two man job but we're hoping most of her shedding will be done by early next week. I always keep covers on the couch but with her shedding they must be changed also once a day. Its a job! Oreo has short hair and when he does shed it isn't much. Thank goodness!
Jingles puppy gets to visit with the fur gang once a week. He is getting to be huge and now weighs 30 pounds. Its good for Littleblue because it helps to get her energy out and allows for some play time however since Oreo still has seizure problems he chooses to remain out of the playing and instead in the hiding far away on the couch. Oreo will be 14 years old this year and let's just say he has earned his "leave me alone freedom." Hee,hee,hee,hee...The groomer did mention when she was trimming his toenails that he seems a lot more calmer thanks to his new medication. He doesn't have seizures as often so its a good sign! Since I had Drano treatment for Valentine's day the only ones who got to celebrate were the fur kids.
I made a promise to once a week treat myself to some fun and get out to enjoy life. I am keeping that promise and hoping to get out this weekend finding new things to do. Life is far too short and when I have a good day I plan on using it to the fullest. I completed my treatments this week and the last one was finally successful. The friends I have here in the city are fully educated on my unique medical condition and I now take a large purse with medical necessities just 'in case' something happens. My mind is much clearer and I am no longer scared because my doctors have been doing a wonderful job educating myself on remaining calm and keeping myself focused. I hope to continue taking small steps in order to plan a short weekend get away this coming spring. For now I am taking it one day at a time and one week at a time finding a new adventure to aim my sites on!
Lookout weekend because here I come!
This afternoon I received very sad news regarding the passing of a life that was cut far too short. It was news regarding the littlest Angel that now is with other Angels in Heaven. A life full of suffering and a life full of courage. A life full of determination and strength doing what so many Gastroparesis patients as well others who suffer from chronic and terminal conditions do on a daily basis which is to fight to stay alive. Fight to live in hopes of a cure. 
Early this morning I woke up to a huge Teddy Bear moving next to me on the recliner. I thought maybe I was losing it but nope, Pumpkin Kitty was doing his best to lay on Mr. Teddy Bear but instead only was able to put his paw on him. Hahahaha! It was a great photo opportunity too cute to pass up! Same with Oreo who is really enjoying the new living room furniture which allows for him to spread out on his big floor bed. Once I covered him up he was out like a light. Fur kids are so much like human kids aren't they?..


Sadly the snow is almost gone. At least Littleblue and Oreo sure did enjoy running around outside and playing. I can only hope Mother Nature pays us another winter snow visit this upcoming Valentine's Day week. To me that would be the ultimate gift! I love snow and winter but dread the upcoming spring that makes my medical nightmare that much worse. The fur kitties did nothing but find all the cold winter weather as an excuse to lounge around a bit more than usual.


How can one miss the opportunity finally being able to enjoy some of this beautiful snow? Sure. I also didn't feel like falling and having another concussion either so I had a huge bag of salt nearby. Hahahaha! I just better enjoy it now before the evil spring and summer months pay us a visit. My head can wait! Trust me! It can wait!
LOOK OUT GP & MS! This gal is pushing you both aside and taking over the reigns today! WHOAHOA! I am ready for a road trip and what a better way than in the SNOW! 
Would I do it all over again?
Littleblue and Oreo have already started shedding their winter coat a few months early so its been a job just brushing them every day. Thank goodness the ground is now frozen and they can get all their energy out. It looks like a great weekend for them too! I sure do miss my gang when I go out but once I walk through the front door they are always waiting for me with their tails wagging. They are the best! Aren't all fur kids?!
My Tuesday didn't end until this Wednesday morning around 9:30am. It was like a nightmare that I hope to never relive again. I don't feel the need to get into everything but let's just say between the darn Drano getting stuck in my upper intestines, becoming dehydrated, a ER visit to get some much needed fluids, waking up around 3pm feeling super dizzy then having a very low blood sugar reading this evening making my doctors scramble to get it back up makes for one hellish 48 hours.
I should sleep extremely well this evening due to sheer exhaustion. I have been keeping close tabs with two of my specialists who are trying to get my body to bounce back a bit with my blood pressure, blood sugar, pounding headache, head pressure, nerve pain and learning to tune out unnecessary stress that's interfering in my overall care.
I have learned from having this blog that there are people who are called friends located everywhere. Thank you to those who look after me and my well being. Most I have never met but hoping to meet a few friends next month as they come in town to visit. I never expect those who don't walk in the same shoes with any disability to understand what its like to be sick so I continue learning to tune it out and looking straight ahead. I have a life and although its been altered due to being sick and a stack full-arms length of medical records and over 16 specialists with medical facts I don't feel the need to continue forcing others to understand my condition. Those who question my specialists are welcome to reading the facts and hundreds of medical reports. I worked since I was 16 years old and paid into the system in order to provide myself some sort of assistance if I became disabled. The government does not just give out disability freely and they take each individual case very seriously. My SSD approval process took over two years due to a mountain of medical records and testimonies from numerous physicians. I would had continued working and did so until it become too dangerous for myself and others. I was then advised by three specialists that I had to stop working. My SSD case was overturned a little over two years later in court due to numerous connected problems with damaged nerves from my Idiopathic Gastroparesis. Anyone who thinks not working is fun or uses the system being disabled as a free ride obviously never found out what its like being sick. Gastroparesis has no cure nor does many other medical conditions that society suffers from but the last thing we need as patients is to be chastised for something we can't control. No one, no matter what disability should ever have to suffer from discrimination. I was discriminated against today and it was the lowest thing anyone could ever do to another individual. I choose not to blog what was said due to others who might get offended or take high offense. I got enough text messages and emails through out the day and have decided to take the high road and move past the hurtful words. 

