Now Playing: Day 710-The Final Road To Survival
I am so so so so so so so so tired of the stress!
Once again I wake up to more stress when what I really needed to do was wake up, contact my three specialists and focus on my life. Instead dumb me once again allows others get to me and POOF! I am wasting precious and valuable time arguing on topics that will never, ever get resolved. The dumbest part is I continue to 'hope' people will change but guess what? People only change when they want to change.
DUH ON ME!
Not that I shouldn't already know this so I am still in the learning process. Hahahahaha! Not funny the past four hours dealing with stress but even not funnier when I just contacted one specialist who clearly asked, "Why didn't you contact me earlier?" Once again my fault because I allow the stress from others to get to me.
A note to myself, "Do yourself a huge favor and remove yourself from the situation and stress. Don't look back. Don't think back and just move full steam ahead. You have only one life and this stress could possibly cause you further complications and progress the monster medical nightmare inside. Do yourself the one and only best thing you could ever do which is walk away. WALK AWAY."
So now I must listen and take advice from dear friends who do not want to see me any further stressed out and instead see me focus on my health and living the best life I can right now. I agree.
This blog like others who blog or write books, newspaper articles, etc serves as a way for me to release tension, stress and learn from mistakes. Thank you blog for allowing me to do so. Needless to say if life was perfect I wouldn't have the need to release stress but instead could focus on finding a bit of humor in a bad medical situation. Amen.
Well I chalk this day up as a complete waste and hoping my body will forgive me for putting it once again through hell and back when all it really needed today was TLC.